stolen from potty

Nov 30, 2005 13:05


Write to 5 people. Don't tell who they are.



You have become one of the most important people in my life. I never thought that one night of hanging out could turn into us becoming so close. We can read each other so well and that means so much to me. You know exactly what I'm thinking right when I think it because you're thinking it too. I have no idea what's going to happen between us but either way, you will always be someone I care about more than the world.

I was so hurt by you earlier this year. I thought that you were different and that you would never hurt me. And I thought that you could see what everyone else saw when we were together. But I guess you didn't. Or you weren't ready for it. I'm not sure if I can open myself up to you again but I know I need to try or I'll always wonder. You'll need to be patient with me because life right now is a little crazy. But deep down, I know that our time will come.

You have changed so much since we were kids. I don't know how much I like it but I don't know how much I dislike it. I just hope that you changed for the right reasons and not for anybody else. I hope you're not pretending because that's going to get old. And once the act is gone, you're going to be worse off than you were before. I worry about you only because I care about you.

I wish you could see how amazing of a person you are. Everyone else sees it and can only tell you so many times. You have to believe it yourself in order to have the confidence you should have. What you're doing now is only pushing everyone close to you away. And then your worst fear will be realized.

Humility is a virtue. Nobody likes people who think they're the best thing around. We're going to get tired of it soon enough.

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