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HEY THERE..soooooo i just spoke to my ex kyle.. ive been thinking about things.. and i know really loved him. i mean i thought he was special to me and different then all the other guys i know..but idk maybe i was wrong.. hes not willing to give up things for me.. i want someone to be all mine and no one elses... isnt that what a relationship is? i will find someone like that one day i know it. i usually have good judgement. i've waited a few days to see what happens. he's not making a move or anything.. it looks like he doesn't care. even though he told me the other day he cares and misses me. i feel the same way about him. but this is dragging on to much. either we make it or break it. if he doesn't make a move i'll have to forget about him for good i guess. even though i know ill never forget him. he's so special to me....... i do have other guys asking me out already tho. i might be interested in one guy idk. he's kind a nice and cute. but he's not special to me yet or anything liek that. i haven't given him a chance cus i might have kyle on my mind....... im sorry it had to happen this way but if kyle doesn't make a move i guess i will give him a chance and see what happens with that so i can get over kyle............ if he doesn't call me and try to work things out soon i guess im gonna have to give up and and chill with this one lol. hes been up my ass for like a year now lol dear god. idk i guess ill give it a try........idk. if kyle really loves me he'll make the first move...... since he's the one who broke up with me......