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I'm tired of pretending that everything is alright and I can still be friends with you.I just wanted you to stay a part of my life,but its either have you there and it tear me apart or me slowly let go of ypu.Yeah, it will be hard as hell for me to do that,but in the end it will be the better thing to do.Last night when I saw you with her it tore me apart.And of course there you were smiling and showing Kristi's engagement ring off to everyone.I mean you don't even know her,and she hardly know's you.Then you ask me how I'm doing, when you should already know.You were the ONLY guy that I fully opened up to and let have my heart totally.You swore that you loved me and that you would never want to hurt me.I was stupid and beleived you.I hope you know she won't make you happy.Hell, She won't even get dressed when yall go on a date.She wears her pajamas.You don't love her.You flirt with all of the other girls when she isn't around.It makes me wonder what you did when I wasn't around.But the thing is everyday that we were dating, we were together. We spent so much time together and it just hurts that I wasted so much time on a guy like you.You broke my heart, I hope you know that.But you don't even care anymore.