Sep 19, 2004 20:08
ok so lets just say my week was pretty normal and boring being alone. although i must say i ahd a pretty eventful saturday night!!! brit came over and we went swimming then decided to call and invite some people over but because of us being so lame only one other person came. chris i wish you still lived down here I miss you already. but that one person made my night totally different. I hadn't talked to them in a long time but it seemed like we had never stopped talking. i love when i am with him he is so different than other people, but sometimes it is hard to tell whether what he is doing is acutally him or if it is for another reason. i want him in my life everyday but doesn't ususally have commitments, it was so nice just to be held by someone I didn't want him to let go. I am not sure what is going to happen all i know is that i want to continue to hang out with him and talk to him so i know that what he is doing is true.
don't ever let me go I just want to be cared about by someone I care about it is something i haven't had in a very long time so please just let me never let go of you. <3