i'm feeling rough i'm feeling raw i'm in the prime of my life
so this is life, eh? i'm not very good at making life not boring. i did have a friend at work that made work a lot more interesting..but of course he shipped off to a new job in another state. so. yay for him, boo for me.
i just don't know what i'm supposed to be doing. i work. i come home. sleep. eat (badly). work pretty much takes up most of my time. it seems wrong that work is the main thing i do and free time is just kind of coincidental. and i just have to fit in things i like to do in my free time. shouldn't things i like to do be the main things i do? i guess that's the logic in getting a job you like.
it's just incredibly depressing to me, the idea that for the next 40 years, i'll only ever have nine days off at any one time. i guess college spoiled me, what with summer vacations and whatnot.
is this it? is this really it?
i just don't know what i'm supposed to be doing. i work. i come home. sleep. eat (badly). work pretty much takes up most of my time. it seems wrong that work is the main thing i do and free time is just kind of coincidental. and i just have to fit in things i like to do in my free time. shouldn't things i like to do be the main things i do? i guess that's the logic in getting a job you like.
it's just incredibly depressing to me, the idea that for the next 40 years, i'll only ever have nine days off at any one time. i guess college spoiled me, what with summer vacations and whatnot.
is this it? is this really it?