how bLah*
it's literally unbelievable how much life sucks right now.. jeff and i broke up saturday.. it was the hardest thing i've EvEr had to do in my life.. i really really liked him but we just never saw each other and idk.. maybe i wasnt thinking and did a horrible thing. i miss him a lot and i know he would talk to me if i tried to talk to him but for some reason it scares me. maybe i'd be better off not knowing?..