so many nights i cried myself 2 sleep, now that you love me..i love myself, i never thought i would
yea artie came over last night <3.. we were on the computer 4 like 5 minutes, i played snood but he chickened out..he knew he couldnt beat me :)..jk.....n than we watched FINDING NEMO!! i love that movie.. <3...yeaa i almost cried again..heh im sucha sucker 4 sad movies...right well...im happy today. so like 4 days of happiness...well part of friday i was so miserable..but samma made me realise i shouldnt be :) cuz i got friends n artie n a mad chill family n my doggie..well i realised some of that after..but <3333. i hope this lasts a long time. it feels like, i should be feeling like this n not like the fat guy on me...he scared me neways :). and ever since the canteen friday i havent hadda heart palpitation or panic attack...yea...i was havin my worst ones lately...didnt tell no one though...but theyre gone...n i hope they stay away...everythings startin 2 look up...n i know sooner or later somethings gonna go crashin down, but im ok :). michelle emailed me. shes happy again. which makes me alot happier, she shouldnt be hurtin...right well...im gonna go now....