Ugh
Why do I do things when I'm drunk?
Better question why do I drink so much....fuck my life. You know what it's my own fault. I'm stronger than this and I know it, I've accomplished a shitload to be honest and yet nothing in the last three years. I feel useless most of the time to be honest but what's holding me back? Maybe I'm just lazy...yeah probably true.
I'd like to break this cycle....no more I'll do it tomorrow. I picked up a job today, family portrait for a friend of a friend. As soon as I get the move finished tomorrow I hope to have work in hand. It's two and half weeks until surgery so I'd like to get everything done as soon as possible.
Wish me luck
Better question why do I drink so much....fuck my life. You know what it's my own fault. I'm stronger than this and I know it, I've accomplished a shitload to be honest and yet nothing in the last three years. I feel useless most of the time to be honest but what's holding me back? Maybe I'm just lazy...yeah probably true.
I'd like to break this cycle....no more I'll do it tomorrow. I picked up a job today, family portrait for a friend of a friend. As soon as I get the move finished tomorrow I hope to have work in hand. It's two and half weeks until surgery so I'd like to get everything done as soon as possible.
Wish me luck