the future is only what scares me
so i've realized something..
i never get scared anymore. there is no such thing as a scary movie to me. people expect me to hide under the covers or turn away but i don't. it doesn't bother me. it's a freaking movie. when we get lost in scary neighborhoods with old houses and prostitutes on the sides of the streets not knowing how the hell to get out.. i dont get scared. i laugh about it. but i never feel scared. other people panic.. and dont know what to do.. but it doesn't bother me.
i know there're things that should scare me or used to scare me but never do. the only thing i'm ever scared about is the future.
speaking of the future.. that makes me panic. i'm 17 years old. it won't be long before i go to college.. before i'll have to get a professional job and actually make money. i'll have to buy a house, pay for my insurance, pay all the crazy taxes this government makes us pay, buy my own food, buy my own clothes, the list goes on.
i shouldn't be thinking about the future.. i know. but i do anyway. and i know i'll get loads of notes saying don't think about the future. take one day at a time. enjoy what you have while you have it. but i can't help it.
i'm hungry. time for some food.
i never get scared anymore. there is no such thing as a scary movie to me. people expect me to hide under the covers or turn away but i don't. it doesn't bother me. it's a freaking movie. when we get lost in scary neighborhoods with old houses and prostitutes on the sides of the streets not knowing how the hell to get out.. i dont get scared. i laugh about it. but i never feel scared. other people panic.. and dont know what to do.. but it doesn't bother me.
i know there're things that should scare me or used to scare me but never do. the only thing i'm ever scared about is the future.
speaking of the future.. that makes me panic. i'm 17 years old. it won't be long before i go to college.. before i'll have to get a professional job and actually make money. i'll have to buy a house, pay for my insurance, pay all the crazy taxes this government makes us pay, buy my own food, buy my own clothes, the list goes on.
i shouldn't be thinking about the future.. i know. but i do anyway. and i know i'll get loads of notes saying don't think about the future. take one day at a time. enjoy what you have while you have it. but i can't help it.
i'm hungry. time for some food.