Sep 05, 2008 00:46
AHLUSDVBAISRG I DID SOME WRITING TODAY, OMG. It felt really nice. Except now the angst part of that fic needs to get written, and goodness knows I'm trying to have the angst set in gradually but Axel just wants to skip to the part where he sobs in a corner and I'm about ready to let him.
Anyway.
Classes are nice. My astronomy lab is probably the best class ever. Not even kidding, omg. The only thing that would make it better would be if Karen was taking it with me again, but I at least had her with me for the lecture class so I suppose that's good enough. Anyway, super fun. Green lazer pointers in the sky, which is amazing. If I didn't hate science so much, I would so be an astronomer.
Dance also = super fun, of course~ (I already forgot how to do that leap thing because I'm retarded) Piano is boring, but I'm retaking the beginning class so I can't complain too much. Also, the new voice teacher is really funny, I like her a lot.
I had a really nice day today. I've decided life needs to SLOW THE FUCK DOWN. Seriously. I have something to do every single day and, as oodles of fun as it all is, I'm not finding a lot of time to just laze around and do stuff for me. Except for, you know, today.
Today I woke up at 9, wrote some fic, headed off to school, got home after 4, did the Wii Fit thing, ate dinner at my house, holy shit, played KH1 for the first time in months and have since been reading fanfics. (The only thing it's missing so far is talking to Roxas for hours on end, but I'll be getting to that momentarily.) I remember back when I had nothing but days like this. I have not seen it's like it forever. And I miss it. I want more of them. But, looking at my schedule for the next week, Thursdays are the only days I'm ever going to get it. Of course, I'm looking forward to dancing at Long Beach on Monday, I can't get out of work on the weekends, I've got class until 8:30/9 pm on Tuesdays and Wednesdays, but....... God. It was such a nice day today.
I wanna be a freeloader again. Doing chores to make money instead of working. Don't get me wrong, I love Disney dearly. But the commute. And the hours. And the UGH. I miss being able to drop everything and go somewhere without a moment's notice. It's sort of worrying me, that I'm thinking like this now. But maybe now I can let myself quit to go on vacation at a more convenient time again. Maybe, after Japan, I can look for a job closer to home before running right back to Disney to make money for Austria.
That turned into more of a rant than I meant it to. But seriously, I need to get rid of this life I picked up. This "get a life" business is so overrated.
school,
life,
fanfic