To Mark

Apr 02, 2004 01:43

When are you going to pay for you own sins?? When are you going to quit trying to make people feel sorry for you?? If Texas is so bad for you to live in, why don't you move?? I see you have blocked anonymous replies and screening what everyone may put in a reply to your journal, typical of you to do so. This is the same thing you would complain about when you would try to reply in someone else's journal and can't, then you call them chicken shit because "They are just avoiding the truth". Truth is, you are the chicken shit. Afraid of what??? I do not know except that people may find out your real age.....42. You have lied to me and everyone else about your life since we have all met you. You always speak of honor, dignity and loyalty.....where is the honor, dignity and loyalty in lies and deceit?? If you did not want anyone to know anything, say I do not want to share instead of lying. Go on come up with some bullshit excuse about how this is all mine or Nikki's fault because we expected something else from you and it is not your problem our expectations were not fullfilled. Keep in mind who let you live in their apartment for 7 months where you only paid half of the rent and part of the phone bill once (back in September) but felt obligated to speak to me in anger because YOU could not get on the Internet. To make it seem my fault, you blame me for not asking you for money when you claim you had it 3 days prior to the Internet getting cut off. I shouldn't have to, I never asked you to pay but you might think one might offer just to show thanks. Not you though, all you cared about was having money for your "business" which caused you to spend all of your money on, making no profit and deciding not to pay your car loan (Also leading up to the warrants you have now). You think I believe that shit about they lost your money orders in the mail. Right, I know how much you get in unemployment, I know how much you spend, I can do math....remember I showed you how to do the little formula to figure "the rates" you were getting. Let's not forget how the "cutting people off" thing you always would throw around. "I am never talking to Valorie again or Eric or Nikki or Carl Cue or Joey or Diana & Sam" but guess who you always wound up talking to again. All of them except for Eric and that is just because you are jealous of him & Valorie. I remember you told me about a year ago how you say your goodbyes.....you burn bridges because you do not like to deal with emotion.....you are doing a good job.....where are you moving to??

What have you got against me, Mark?? That I betrayed you?? Read my previous journal evtry big boy. Nikki....I feel for you. I wish I would have warned you. Sorry.

Have yourself a great life avoiding that smile you keep claiming you are looking for.
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