miss me?
m's getting on my case about not updating, but really, i don't have all that much to update with.
of course, i have been super-busy the past week or so. i finished up class (i passed both the written and practical county tests, but was 26 seconds over on the trauma which i'll need to fix before the state test), i've worked a lot of nights, i spent a few of them at little fork, i went on an ok date (though i don't think i'll go for anything further) and i was told by yet another doctor that my eye is really screwed up. i don't know why i keep going to them when that's all they tell me. this one at least got me back in my contact and even an extended wear one. of course, i can't see nearly as well with it as i can with the old one, but it should also help my nasty corneal errosion problem. i just like telling people i have reoccuring corneal errosion and watching what they do. most just go "ew" espically after i explain exactly what it was.
i took little miss g out to dinner tonight. that kid is fuckin awesome. she really reminds me so much of myself at that age, just smarter and more athletic and a whole lot skinnier. of course, whenever i spend time with her i want to call my mom and appoligize for all of that, but she's a great kid. (her sister too, m, don't worry. she was jsut the one i spent time with and therefore the one i mention.) we went to dairy queen for burgers and ice cream and i managed to spend only like $5. i got to hear bad blonde jokes from her all night, but she was entertaining. and she was a kid having a good time, and that's the important part. after dinner we played a little more catch. i'm getting a little more confident in my softball skills. i know they weren't even there as a kid, but at least i don't feel like a total moron. j was accusing me of throwing like a girl today and i assured him there was a simple reason for that... i am a girl. he should know that.
i didn't get the the gym tonight like i wanted. i have to start soon so i can get in shape for firefighter. that class is gonna kick my ass, but i'm really thinking i have enough determination to pull me through. i'm not one to give up easily so i'm not gonna let some little class pull me down espically since i know there are people that don't think i can do it. i have to show them.
of course, i have been super-busy the past week or so. i finished up class (i passed both the written and practical county tests, but was 26 seconds over on the trauma which i'll need to fix before the state test), i've worked a lot of nights, i spent a few of them at little fork, i went on an ok date (though i don't think i'll go for anything further) and i was told by yet another doctor that my eye is really screwed up. i don't know why i keep going to them when that's all they tell me. this one at least got me back in my contact and even an extended wear one. of course, i can't see nearly as well with it as i can with the old one, but it should also help my nasty corneal errosion problem. i just like telling people i have reoccuring corneal errosion and watching what they do. most just go "ew" espically after i explain exactly what it was.
i took little miss g out to dinner tonight. that kid is fuckin awesome. she really reminds me so much of myself at that age, just smarter and more athletic and a whole lot skinnier. of course, whenever i spend time with her i want to call my mom and appoligize for all of that, but she's a great kid. (her sister too, m, don't worry. she was jsut the one i spent time with and therefore the one i mention.) we went to dairy queen for burgers and ice cream and i managed to spend only like $5. i got to hear bad blonde jokes from her all night, but she was entertaining. and she was a kid having a good time, and that's the important part. after dinner we played a little more catch. i'm getting a little more confident in my softball skills. i know they weren't even there as a kid, but at least i don't feel like a total moron. j was accusing me of throwing like a girl today and i assured him there was a simple reason for that... i am a girl. he should know that.
i didn't get the the gym tonight like i wanted. i have to start soon so i can get in shape for firefighter. that class is gonna kick my ass, but i'm really thinking i have enough determination to pull me through. i'm not one to give up easily so i'm not gonna let some little class pull me down espically since i know there are people that don't think i can do it. i have to show them.