I have so much hate.

Jun 22, 2010 16:19

I haven't written in here in a long time because I was honestly too distracted living to try and document the sort of things I do in this blog.  I'm currently half-assedly working on a journal that is supposed to be dealing with my all my thoughts and pictures while I go through this process of trying to live.  The fact of the project is that now that it's going to take much longer for anything to happen, I don't feel the same pressure to work on it.  That's making me not really care that much because I'm so, again, easily distracted by everything else going on in my life.

I really like the work that I've put into it so far, though.  I think it's a good project if I can just stop being so damned lazy.

I dunno how I feel about women, but I might be in love.  It's really hard for me to tell about that, though.  I think I am.

I really miss my friends right now, but at the same time, I had to get the hell out of Huntington.  I've matured beyond a lot of what goes on there, and the continuing frustration is bad for me.  I hope they can learn to be happy for themselves instead of wallowing in needless suffering.

That's all I wanna say.  I have a lot more to say, but I am learning to censor myself a bit.  Again, out of laziness.
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