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You know...I think it's funny how much life has changed. I know I haven't written in ages, and the first time in a month that I do decide to write, I come up with some crap like that. Seriously though. Life at UNH is good for the most part. There are always a few things I could complain about, but nothing that is really worth the time. It's funny living in an apartment. While mommy and daddy are paying for me to live like this, I still feel like I'm living on my own and fairly self sufficient. I buy everything...I cook everything (for myself and my roommates)...I am 21. That's fun - but definitely not abused. More and more my ties to Chelmsford become harder and harder to recall (not that that is necessarily a bad thing). If I knew my mother wouldn't have my head, I'd almost rather stay up here for Christmas break - I mean, if I can, then why not? I have a job up here, where as I'd have to search for something back home for three weeks - which is ridiculous. I don't know. Life is just funny I guess - how it goes on. There are just things that I don't care about. I may comment on, for old times sake, but it's just not worth it anymore. I'm generally alone, yet I am content. I have rekindled a few friendships, while others remain the sturdy rock I have come to depend upon, and yet others have settled towards the horizon for one reason or another. I do love hearing from people - and harassing those I rarely talk to, but my time spent at my computer isn't very lengthy. I'm always finding other stuff that needs to be done - like cooking, or homework, or meetings - fun stuff like that. It's about time I look at life in a different light. I've decided that I never really did like Jello, regardless of what others may have thought, and that it's time to take life head on - and finally get around to replacing the batteries.