LIFE IS JUST TOO SHORT
So, in two months, friends, acquaintances, have taken their lives. I was not incredibly close to either, BUT i had my moments, and perhaps as i type this i feel like i should have made more of a difference, talked about the more important things, but you know meeting people, not being the most popular person, talking about stuff that sometimes isn't popular.....i dont know...So Patricia, hit me harder than i expected because she's a sister...(Jehovah's witness), and to hear how she passed, drug overdose, took me by surprise, i knew talking to her she had a lot of "demons", a lot she dealt with, and she was sooo sad, BUT she was strong at the same time, and came across like some amazing force, if only she knw that force could have been used, and how incredible she was to some....and now Amy, our friend Chris's wife...i worked with Amy when we started Monster color, we hung out at thier house, having bbq's and drinking beers...she wasnt my bestie, but i never knew she struggled with depression, she always seemed like she had her life together, she was pretty, still thin at 50, while i struggle to lose weight, and get my health in the best shape...craziness i tell you