feeling lost
So yea, 2 years since my dad Lloyd died, well he died in sept, so im a little late
ive been trying to reach out to my brother who has nothing to do with me or my mom since my dad died saying we are liars...
so now, im moving mom to independent living, reaching out to fam to see her, to help her befor ehse moves, and instead im told basically that he doesnt need us now that he found his "REAL " sisters..
i mean what the hell
i never closed the door on any of my family - i mean blood doesnt relate to relatonships, memories, Love, omg....so many memoires, how could i throw those away because they arent my "real" family...OMG....
im lost i dont know what to say, how to feel, im sad, im mad, GRRRRR