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feelings
im feeling feelings i dont understand... and then i see.. hmm 2 days away from ur 1 yr anniv.. 1 yr reallYY? OMG how did u leave us a year ago? i feel like i heard u a year ago, like we were in vegas, so many memories, laughs, hugs, and now.....i need you, truly... what do i say, how do i act, how do i pretend... you and me i mean were auntie and niece, but you became my bestie, i knew i could be me, and you called me out, and now, where's my anchor.... Christina, i love you SO much, and so much of me is mad at you, for not letting me in, you knew you were sick.;.. and you lived your life, and for that KUDOS, But DAMN girl you were loved, more than you know......and u knew. somehow the decisons, the choices you made......i saw you, amost b4 u took ur last breath. BUT i was ther,e, i hugged you, i kissed you, we spoke, i know u heard me....Little lady you lived life on your terms, and yea i can guess, and i want to be mad at ul BUT you know, it's ur life, and TRULY i dont know how bad it was, BUT you knwo...i was there.. i held ur had.. i combed ur hair, i cried, and i LOVE YOU , yesterday, todyay and forever, .. THANK you my love MISS you always. ...need u more than u know