My dearest Niece Christina
So, today, is nearly June 16th, a month after your passing, You left us May 16th, 2018.....hard to believe, my heart still hurts, i try not to think about it, or talk about it, cuz it makes me sad, AND i know you wouldnt want me sad...i know you want me to smile, to laugh, to shake it off, and i know i should - I more than anyone understand that death was not part of the plan, that when Jehovah made us, that it was not for us to die, we were supposed to live forever, so i understand why our hearts hurt.... you were only 37, you had so much to give us, but im grateful, so grateful that you were in our lives, more grateful that i got my time with you, my personal time, our trip to vegas, your time in CA, how much of a rock you were for me when my dad died, how you helped iwth my mom, and how much you and i seemed alike...yea sometimes i rubbed you wrong, and sometimes i got hurt feelings, BUT always at the end of the day, we loved, a nd moved on...i miss you, i miss your smile, i miss your laugh, i miss being able to call or text you.....im trying to be there as much as i can for your mom and Kyle, and i will always, cuz they are my fam.....i will see you again, i will hug you, and we will laugh....cant wait my beautiful namesake...miss you more than words can say