Patsy making me feel better.
Ok, I was talking to my cousin Patsy, and this was our conversation. It's definitely worth reading.
TheGreenMonsta34: guess what?!
krisko4385: what?
TheGreenMonsta34: im going to eastern europe in april
krisko4385: nice!
krisko4385: yay pat, it'll be a chance of a lifetime
TheGreenMonsta34: i know -
TheGreenMonsta34: my coach doent let us go on april vacations
TheGreenMonsta34: so i wrote him a letter..
TheGreenMonsta34: and then he decided i could go!!!
krisko4385: wow
TheGreenMonsta34: yeah
TheGreenMonsta34: so im pumped
TheGreenMonsta34: and honestly - kris - u were the reason i wrote the letter to my coach
krisko4385: swet
krisko4385: what?
krisko4385: why?
TheGreenMonsta34: I have always told you how much i admire your braveness - and how much you love to travel - and how u make the most of everyday and every minute - and u work ur ass off for those experiences - and honestly - i dont have the money for this trip - and i want softball more then anything - but watching you take risks - it just is insane to me - and i figure - if you can do it - then i have to try to do it - because i wont know what im missing - and seeing you make the most of the world makes me want to
TheGreenMonsta34: so thank you - for taking risks - and for letting me know how amazing and hard that really is
krisko4385: aww patsy, you made me start to cry
TheGreenMonsta34: I kept saying to myself - no softball is too importnat.. but then i thought - well - i can play softball for the rest of my life- i cant do this.. and it came down to - what the hell should i do - and thinking of you like made me know that i should do it
TheGreenMonsta34: no tears!!!
krisko4385: you seriously just said the nicest thing i think anyone has ever said to me
TheGreenMonsta34: Well - its prolly because i love you more then anyone in the world ever will - and i cherish u so much
TheGreenMonsta34: and i know that ull mae things work out - even though im sure u miss home like crazy
TheGreenMonsta34: think about how many people are not half as brave as you in doing what ur doing
TheGreenMonsta34: your living so many peoples dreams
TheGreenMonsta34: and u can say u did it on ur own
TheGreenMonsta34: no help
TheGreenMonsta34: just u and working ur ass off
TheGreenMonsta34: dont u see how amazing that is?
krisko4385: sometimes it's hard to see it
TheGreenMonsta34: well the things you dont see in yourself are painfuly obvious to everyone around you -
krisko4385: patsy, honestly, you always know what to say and do to make me feel like a milliion dollars
TheGreenMonsta34: ur better then a million dollars kris!!
TheGreenMonsta34: u just have to promis to take more pics!!
TheGreenMonsta34: so then i can hope to go a zillion other places
krisko4385: lol
krisko4385: have you seen the ones i have so far?
TheGreenMonsta34: plus - when ur crazy rich - u can take me to all the other places - and u can be like patsy - this is this - and do ur crazy history loving thing
I love this girl! I was so depressed tonight, and feeling just so bad, and she turned my night around in about 10 seconds. thanks patsy, it really means a lot to me.