Days of Loneliness..!!
After a quiet long time, I met my old companion, “Loneliness”. For the past few months I totally forgot what loneliness means, but now I remember that saying, “I’m not alone, loneliness is with me”. Yes, that’s really a meaningful sentence. When I got used to this loneliness, so many of them came to give me company and when I started enjoying that, am again left alone. I know this is just for some time, but still I can’t bear this anymore, because I totally forgot what loneliness means and being with the special someone was the days which I really lived. I’m not complaining anyone, I know the reason behind this and I can understand the situation, but the silence is killing me. Silence of others, silence of our loved ones and moreover my silence, these all are killing me. And this pain its more than anyone can imagine. In fact, am thankful to life that it won’t forget to teach me some new lessons often. Even in this loneliness the thing which helps me to survive is that the past memories and hope. And above all, the tough part is that moving forward in this worst situation. Somehow God, the scriptwriter of everyone’s life will give us the strength to live till the love of our life washes away this loneliness.
"The silence depressed me. It wasn't the silence of silence. It was my own silence." - Sylvia Plath