I never give you my number, I only give you my situation.....
ok so i typed this once and i lost it... if it happens again i am not going to type it.
so before i start anything i say will be in pink and anything joe says will be in green.
**We park our cars far away from the entrance of our work because it is too crowded to park close when we get there. Durring our first break we always move our cars closer, and normally park right next to or close to eachother**
A few weeks ago I am wlaking to my car to leave work. I did not realize that Joe was walking right behind me. *note: we are parked beside eachother* I turn around to open my car door and he is right there. so I say: "Dang, tryin to run me over!" and he is all "Yea, I was tryin." Then on Friday, the same one I chickened out and could not ask him to go to the movies with me. I was talking with him while he was turning on his car. I don't know if it was an accident or on purpose but he revved the engine. So I walk to his door and say, "DANG! you really are trying to run me over!" and then he says, "I'll get you one of these days." Well on Wed. we were moving our cars. I was already out of my car and he happened to be headed right where I was walking. he revved the engine and sped up a bit. I looked and we both smiled.
Tuesday I went to lunch by myself. I normally have a few friends with me. Well I got back early and Finished my lunch early so I put some Beatles on my radio, put my seat all the way back and just chilled out while I was waiting for break to end. Joe parks next to me. I see him get out of his car and start walking. In my mirror (BECUASE YOU KNOW I AM SO WATCHING HIM WALK AWAY!!) I see him turn around like he wants to come talk to me, but he decided not to. He just went into the building. I get out of my car and go inside also. To enter my building you have to go through the cafiteria. I go in to meet up with my girls (friends that go to lunch with me normally). He had waited to talk to me because he is freaking out. "I CAN NOT BELIEVE I JSUT HEARD TEH BEATLES COMING FROM YOUR CAR!!" and me, "yea, I grew up on them." Then I smile and he starts walking to his area while I go to talk to my girls. He hurries back around the corner to tell me "LOOK! *tugs at his shirt* I am even wearing a Beatles shirt!" and I say, "I noticed." and smile. Then we did not get to talk the rest of the day.
So we are now on Wed., the day he tried to run me over. haha. I go to say something to him about how he was so shocked that I like The Beatles. He doesnt seem to be too interested in talking to me so I pretty much just walk away and that is that.
So this week I am feeling pretty dumb because I did not ask him to go to the movies with me and my friend last Friday. Now I know he is somewhat paying attention to me so on Thursday, of this week, I decide that I am going to give him my number. I decide this while I am on lunch break. I do not get the chance until after work is over. Lucky me I head outside to early and chicken out because I do not want to look like a retard and just stand there waiting to talk to him. I get kind of sad that I did not do it, kind of dissapointed. Then I hype myself about giving him the number on Friday. I did not go to bed until 5 am because I was so freaking out.
Today, Friday, comes along I am so nervous, scared, excited, and anything else you can think of that goes along with that, I was probaby feeling that too. I don't get the chance when I first get to work because I chicken out even though I see him walk past my car. I sit there like a fool. my 1st break comes around, I go move my car. He is still not outside. I can not sit here looking like a fool just witing for him, I need an excuse to be outside. Well since I can not use my cell phone inside the building, I get on it outside and call Nicole. This worked out perfect. I told her what I was abot to do, she cheered me on. Woo I am am still feeling scattered everywhere but I am determined to do it. Finally after waiting at least 5 minutes for him, he drives over. Parks 1 spot away from me. (while I was talking to Nicole I had my door open so it would look like I was trying to get out of my car already but did not because I was still on the phone. I did not want it to look like I got out of the car just to talkt o him.) I tell Nicole bye really fast, get out of my car, walk to him and I say, "Hey, what are you doing this weekend?" and Joe replies, "Tonight I have a bachelor party I have to go to and tomorrow I have to go to a wedding." Then I say, "well, if you get some extra time, or want to hang out here." *i hand him a foldede paper with my name and number on it. Then I turn around and start to walk away. I can not believe I just did that, I am so embarassed, proud of myself, nervous and excited.* Before I get more then 3 feet, Joe says, "Whats this?" I should have come up with some smartass reply like I always do but I didn't, I had no time to be funny or retarded like I always am and I say "my number." My face is so red, and I know it. Then I can not remember too many specifics from here about what was said but we walked back into work together. I stopped to get a bottle of water since we are in the cafeteria anyway. I figure he will keep on moving and to go where he works at. Oh but this was not the case at all. He keeps talking to me and walks to the machine with me. Talks with me while I am getting my water. I have my water in hand already and we just stand there talking about another 2 minutes. We talked about how early both of us woke up because of our cell phones that morning. Me at 7 from Nicole and him at 5:30 because of his aunt from NY. We somewhat talked about the fact I am a retard and I am the reason why my FAFSA did not go through. I tease him and tell him not to laugh at me. He said he wasnt, I said "then what was that smile for?", and he said, "it was a smirk." After that he walks off to work since our 10 minute break is over. I walk to my girls and I am freaking out. They really did not belive I gave him number. I told them they could go ask him for all I care, but I really did care. ha.
I did not get to talk to him the rest of the day, I think he may have been a bit shy, I know I was. OH, and this boy NEVER takes our 10 pm break. Well today he did. I wonder if he was going to talk to me but decided not to. I went outside to my car to call Megan to see if anything was going on and to tell her about Joe because I never see her anymore and she has no clue waht went on this whole week. I dont even get half way through any of this and I see him walk out of the building. I am all "oh shit, oh sorry Megan!" haha. It totally shocked me that he was taking a break when he never does at this time. He went to his car to do something or maybe to pass time until I got off the phone. When I got off the phone though he was doing somethign in his car, I have no clue what, but I was too shy to walk up to him. I just ended up going back inside to work.
Now I am back inside at work. I am over at some table I never sit at because we have nothign to do so I am straightening parts. I can not see anyone whoe is walking past me until they are past me. Well he has to walk past me to get to his area. My girls spotted him staring at me the whole time he walked my way until he knew I would be able to see him then he hurried and glanced forward instead. He also started throwing his water bottle in the air and catching it voer and over again. Which I think is just tactic to get my attention becaue it does. haha. I completely watch him until he is out of sight. Then my girls run over to me and tell me he was all staring and I am all excited. When I am not there he looks at my spot, but when I am there he only looks sometimes. I can normally see him and normally do make eye contact and smile. Which I will continue doing.
SO THE POINT OF THIS WAS TO SAY THAT I GAVE A BOY MY NUMBER AND NOW I AM TOO EXCITED TO SLEEP AND MY TUMMY IS GOING NUTS. :)
And that is the end of my story for tonight. Now I need some sleep since I have to be back at work at 9 am because they did not print me out a check and I need to get paid. Now that it is 4 am I hope I can wake up in time.
I know I am retarded and this is all high school level crap but I have never done the dating thing or the giving of my phone number to a guy because I like him. I think he seems interested. It seems like he is flirting with me soooooo lets hope for the best. :)