Ahhhhhh...what a bad day

[krisbaby023]

it's 5 and i'm bored. i have nothing to do and all i've done today is sit in bed, watch tv, talk online, and take a shower. what a fun-filled day. also, i managed to get pissed off about something incredibly stupid and i feel like an ass. whenever i get mad about something that is really pointless and it takes me a while to realize that it's pointless and stupid, after i do finally realize it..i'm really hard on myself about it. because i'm scared to death of ruining things and fucking up. i don't even really want to say what i got pissed about, yeah..that's how stupid it is. and even when i was pissed off about it, i sat there and i was like why the fuck am i upset about this? this is so stupid. i don't know. i'm rather touchy about things lately...it's like PMS symptoms, but i'm not PMSing because i'm not suppose to start my period for like another week and a 1/2. :( i'm stupid. god, i am so stupid.

also, i am gaining weight...yeah, i don't look fat and i'm not fat, but i am slowly gaining weight and it's depressing. i've gained like 5lbs in the matter of a few weeks...it doesn't sound like a lot, but it's a LOT for me. i am always steady with my weight and lately i haven't been. i've been gaining more and more by the day. just another thing to add to the list.

lets see.

1. Kyle lives in Chattanooga, I live here.
2. I am gaining weight.
3. I let petty things piss me off.
4. My hair needs highlighted BAD.
5. I'm broke.
6. I have no job, I have no diploma.(or upcoming one.)
7. I am being negative and I am always positive.

who am i? yeah. i'm in a shitty mood, goodbye.