the things in life you'd never expect
the good, the bad, the end of it all... nothing like i expected.
i was on the phone with kyle withenshaw last night and he told me his brother was at a friends down by jeff and joeys last night and he heard a bunch of people yelling "oh my god, hes dead" and stuff like that but i told him they were probly just shittin around and jokin .. right baked or something and joey fell off his bike or some stupid shit and he thought the same. but this morning when i was on my way to work i heard on the radio that there was a accident in kingston and someone was killed. didnt think much of that either. then this afternoon i was at work and everyone was in some big meeting so im sittin at the desk all alone and right bored so i went on MSN and jodie told me that Daniel Roblee (my ex) had been in an accident and died. he was on his motor bike, or a dirt bike or something and was passin a car and went head on with another one. he was killed instantly and was decapatated from the waist down. as soon as she told me i started bawling. i didnt care that i was at work or who saw me or anything i just let it all out.
this is really hard for me because of everything me and him have been through together. we went out several times but it just never seemed to work but we always stayed friends. then he started fuckin around with mine and sarahs heads and i got pissed and gave him a good hit in the face one night. then friday night i saw him and he was like "hey babe" and gave me a hug and i was jus kinda wondering why he was bein so nice cause when it first happened he was sooo mad! and jeff told me he was tripppin on acid and he was drunk and stuff. and then i was like "daniel, why are you talkin to me after i hit you?" and he was like " you know what? im sorry for what i did to you and im sorry for what you did to me" and now i will never know if he meant it or not. everyone says he did and i want to think he did but i dont know. thats something i will never know, and i wont know whether he died hating me or not and thats the main thing on my mind is i wish i would have made things okay between us sooner.
i was on the way home from work tonight, i left early cause of everything going on i just couldnt sit around and mope anymore. anyway, i was drivin down the highway and the song "angel" by sarah mclachlan came on the radio. and they played that song at Brandons funeral last summer (also my ex) he drowned. anyway i started crying and i looked up in the sky and it was all cloudy and then i looked again and the 1 spot where i was looking all cleared and it was liek i could see daniels face. i know that probly sounds super corny but it is the absolute truth.
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xo
i was on the phone with kyle withenshaw last night and he told me his brother was at a friends down by jeff and joeys last night and he heard a bunch of people yelling "oh my god, hes dead" and stuff like that but i told him they were probly just shittin around and jokin .. right baked or something and joey fell off his bike or some stupid shit and he thought the same. but this morning when i was on my way to work i heard on the radio that there was a accident in kingston and someone was killed. didnt think much of that either. then this afternoon i was at work and everyone was in some big meeting so im sittin at the desk all alone and right bored so i went on MSN and jodie told me that Daniel Roblee (my ex) had been in an accident and died. he was on his motor bike, or a dirt bike or something and was passin a car and went head on with another one. he was killed instantly and was decapatated from the waist down. as soon as she told me i started bawling. i didnt care that i was at work or who saw me or anything i just let it all out.
this is really hard for me because of everything me and him have been through together. we went out several times but it just never seemed to work but we always stayed friends. then he started fuckin around with mine and sarahs heads and i got pissed and gave him a good hit in the face one night. then friday night i saw him and he was like "hey babe" and gave me a hug and i was jus kinda wondering why he was bein so nice cause when it first happened he was sooo mad! and jeff told me he was tripppin on acid and he was drunk and stuff. and then i was like "daniel, why are you talkin to me after i hit you?" and he was like " you know what? im sorry for what i did to you and im sorry for what you did to me" and now i will never know if he meant it or not. everyone says he did and i want to think he did but i dont know. thats something i will never know, and i wont know whether he died hating me or not and thats the main thing on my mind is i wish i would have made things okay between us sooner.
i was on the way home from work tonight, i left early cause of everything going on i just couldnt sit around and mope anymore. anyway, i was drivin down the highway and the song "angel" by sarah mclachlan came on the radio. and they played that song at Brandons funeral last summer (also my ex) he drowned. anyway i started crying and i looked up in the sky and it was all cloudy and then i looked again and the 1 spot where i was looking all cleared and it was liek i could see daniels face. i know that probly sounds super corny but it is the absolute truth.
any comments leave em
xo