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so. back to school soon.
I feel like i havent slept in a while when really i've been sleeping good.
As much as i REALLY dont want to be back in school, i cant wait to go back.
Dear God: Please dont let parties stop me from being a good student.
why do i feel like they will?
just stay barricaded in your house and study krystal.
who am i kidding. its not partying that'll distract me, its my laziness. and procrastination.
when school starts, someone can phone me every day and tell me to do all homework for that day, and even the next day, to stay ahead.
PLEASE LET ME GET BARB FOR ENGLISH! ITS MY ONLY HOPE IN PASSING THAT CLASS!
PLEASE LET SPANISH BE EASY AND NOT FUCK UP MY LIFE LIKE I SUSPECT IT SHOULD.
with the risk that this might sound prissy im just going to say it
i own too many clothes... i mean really. i was cleaning and i realized that i cant fit all my clothes in my drawers. so maybe i understand why my mom tells me to stop buying clothes. i dont even want to buy clothes anymore. i think i reached a good (large) amount of clothes that i can switch around from day to day to look like i change my clothes, haha.
i can NOT paint nails.... im defective in every way at painting nails... but im proud of myself, i've been bite free for quite a while. i still pick at them, but i havent biten my entire nail off, cuz their GROWING! thats right, krystal pearl lent has nails! real ones!
so i wanna dye my hair again, but the more i think about it, i think "hey why not just wait until before school starts, cuz im gonna wanna dye it then too" i dont know, i guess i'll just wait. new plan. bleach blonde again, green all in the back and some pink streaks in the front. if i cant look like bubble gum (pink and blue) i will look like watermelon!
i cant wait until my lips stop hurting and are done healing. then i can change the rings and AHH, im so excited.
ok so im going to start working more. half the summer is gone and im actually below the limit of money i started with at the end of school. its not good. i NEED to get up to 2 grand. i just need to. (i dont see it happening) but if i dont spend ANYTHING, like maybe set a limit of $10 a week or something. that i can do it right? well tomorrows pay check isnt going to be good AT ALL, or even the next one for that matter, and if you think about it, that only leaves one more paycheck til the beginning of school. hmmm.... heres hoping its good.
im tired, and wanna find something better and less irritating to the eyes to do. so bye!
---------| krystal |---------
I feel like i havent slept in a while when really i've been sleeping good.
As much as i REALLY dont want to be back in school, i cant wait to go back.
Dear God: Please dont let parties stop me from being a good student.
why do i feel like they will?
just stay barricaded in your house and study krystal.
who am i kidding. its not partying that'll distract me, its my laziness. and procrastination.
when school starts, someone can phone me every day and tell me to do all homework for that day, and even the next day, to stay ahead.
PLEASE LET ME GET BARB FOR ENGLISH! ITS MY ONLY HOPE IN PASSING THAT CLASS!
PLEASE LET SPANISH BE EASY AND NOT FUCK UP MY LIFE LIKE I SUSPECT IT SHOULD.
with the risk that this might sound prissy im just going to say it
i own too many clothes... i mean really. i was cleaning and i realized that i cant fit all my clothes in my drawers. so maybe i understand why my mom tells me to stop buying clothes. i dont even want to buy clothes anymore. i think i reached a good (large) amount of clothes that i can switch around from day to day to look like i change my clothes, haha.
i can NOT paint nails.... im defective in every way at painting nails... but im proud of myself, i've been bite free for quite a while. i still pick at them, but i havent biten my entire nail off, cuz their GROWING! thats right, krystal pearl lent has nails! real ones!
so i wanna dye my hair again, but the more i think about it, i think "hey why not just wait until before school starts, cuz im gonna wanna dye it then too" i dont know, i guess i'll just wait. new plan. bleach blonde again, green all in the back and some pink streaks in the front. if i cant look like bubble gum (pink and blue) i will look like watermelon!
i cant wait until my lips stop hurting and are done healing. then i can change the rings and AHH, im so excited.
ok so im going to start working more. half the summer is gone and im actually below the limit of money i started with at the end of school. its not good. i NEED to get up to 2 grand. i just need to. (i dont see it happening) but if i dont spend ANYTHING, like maybe set a limit of $10 a week or something. that i can do it right? well tomorrows pay check isnt going to be good AT ALL, or even the next one for that matter, and if you think about it, that only leaves one more paycheck til the beginning of school. hmmm.... heres hoping its good.
im tired, and wanna find something better and less irritating to the eyes to do. so bye!
---------| krystal |---------