If confusion is the first step to knowledge, I must be a genius

[kris_pinkstar]

It's been real nice out lately, though I doubt the nice weather will last. That's just how life is. I spent some time outside today and had a nice talk. I've been thinking about some things lately, most of which I shouldn't be thinking about. I'm real confused, but that's the story of my life. If I wasn't confused and miserable, I just wouldn't be

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[deantheartist]

Hi, genius.

...I miss Ashley too. But surely not as much as you. I'm sorry.

I'm not good at girl talk (ha!), but you know you can talk to me anyway, right?

[kris_pinkstar]

She was a really special girl...

Thanks Dean, you're a really great guy. I'm just afraid of what you may say/think about what's going on in my head. I'm real messed up, it's scaring me.

[deantheartist]

If it really is that bad, then I'll just say " wow, that's messed up".
And maybe it isn't.

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[kris_pinkstar]

Well, I'm afraid I'm beginning to like someone that I shouldn't. I shouldn't for so many reasons.

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[deantheartist]

Really?
...Is it Theodore?

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[kris_pinkstar]

Is it that obvious?

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[deantheartist]

No, but on the journals the blokes you talk to on a regular basis are Chad (but he doesn't count), Ernie ( I just don't think it's him), Seamus and me (definitely not us), and Theodore.

He seems...a bit weird? I don't know. He is not the worst of the Slytherins though.

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[kris_pinkstar]

I hate my life. This is bad on so many levels. Not only is he weird, as you said, but he's a Pureblooded Slytherin, he's always depressed, he's nothing like me and nothing like the kind of person I should like.

Plus, it's only been about 2 months since...you know. How could I be getting over Joe so quickly?

Whyyyy? What is wrong with me?

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[deantheartist]

Well, l'amour. Is there even a logic to it?

Maybe you want to rescue him.

I hope he is not acting like a prat with you.

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[kris_pinkstar]

No, and that's the problem...

Rescue him? Maybe. But, help from a person who is just as crazy as you are is hardly help. It's like the blind leading the blind.

He's actually been nice. We had a nice talk by the lake today and he's a really good listener. He kissed my cheek...

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[deantheartist]

You are far from being crazy.

Cute. Maybe it's not that bad of an idea then.

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[kris_pinkstar]

But honestly...why do I always fancy the boys I shouldn't?

And there's a small problem...or really large problem...he kinda sorta likes..um...someone else.

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[deantheartist]

Oh. Yeah, that's a bit of a problem.

Anyway, he's not that cute.
And that was my terrible attempt at disgusting you from him.

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[kris_pinkstar]

He's cute...he has really nice eyes. I just don't like his hair...that much. Slap me please.

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[deantheartist]

I'm not sure it would help.

So, you are going to talk with Lavender? Hopefully she'll give you better advice than me.

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[kris_pinkstar]

Yeah, she and Lavender are going to try and help. Though, I don't know what they're going to say.

Thanks for helping, you're good at advice.