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I'm supporting Moriah's notion that yesterday was the weirdest day ever....i have been saying it all day and am surprised that Moriah had so many unusual stories too.
First a girl at my school fainted. That would have been a really big deal but the shock of that was totally over-ridden by the fact that after school a kid from our school was listen to his ipod and crossed the street w/o looking and got hit by a car and died. Apparently the car was going so fast that there was an outline where it hit him. His name was Luis Skinner incase anyone knew him.
Also, the ninth graders from the annex were taking a tour of the main campus yesterday and on the way back to the annex one of the buses got in a crash...but everyone was alright.
When i got home one of my girlfriends IM'd me. She used to cut herself but stoped and promised me she wouldnt do it in anymore. But unforunetly...she came across her fathers lighter and started burning herself instead. she had held the knife over the flame and put the kinife up against her skin when it was hot enough. she says that she gets no pleasure from cutting herself anymore but that she enjoyed burning. she said that it got all puffed up and red where she made contact. it was so bad that she couldnt tell if the knife had cut her or not but no one seemed to notice it. the sad thing was that she did it in the laundry room with the door open while her parents wer in the next room watching tv but they had no idea what was going on. she told me about it yesterday and i didnt know what to tell her anymore. all i can do is be there for her when she needs someone to talk to. I just told her that i wasn't mad but i was worried and what she was doing was sick and that she needed to stop. Also the fact that she was taking it so lightly scared me to death. She thanked me because i was the only one of her friends that didnt judge her and get upset but tried to help instead. She told me that i needed to check up on her once and a while to make sure she wasnt doing anything wrong because she has a hard time controlling herself when she feels lonely. I'm really going to try. I hope it works out.
Not only yesterday but this whole week has been weird. My friend at lunch today was upset because she had found out that her mom has some sickness (i was too distracted by everything else going on that i didnt find out which). I also found out that i had candida this last week and started taking medicine for it today. This stupid kid Jun has been really mean to me lately because he's a sick freak that likes me but has the urge to emotionally abuse me because i apparently give him mixed feelings. He told me about these weird dreams that he has about me. Some of them are nice and on beaches and stuff but some i'm being kidnaped and he's trying to find me. And in some he's screaming at me and i'm crying but he doesnt care...the discription he gave me of that one scared me. All during lunch he was telling me that i was lazy and spoiled because i called my mother to come and pick me up because i wasnt feeling well. I didnt tell him that i had candida because i thought he would just start burning me about that. Plus its none of his buissiness.
Like i said in my last post, i have been upset about Luke. And apparently there were some bad earthquakes in Japan recently. Not to mention the Pope died.
One good thing that happended this week was that I got Andre', that kid that came with me to the memorial, to start a bible study. As he was getting out of his car at my house i heard my name called and i turned around and guess who i saw? Jun. btw he lives in the same neighborhood as me so it wasnt so weird. and he was accompanied by our friend Nikki. But of course when he found out that Andre' was here for a bible study Jun started making fun of me and told Andre' to not let the Jehovahs Wittnesses brainwash him. I tried to laugh like i thought he was joking but it actually hurt me because he says something like that everytime someone brings up the topic of religion. its the first time i've actually gone through any real persecution from someone at school. But the study went well and i hope we can keep it up.
i finally got to writting that guy back that sent me the creepy letter in response to the letter with the family tract in it. I can show u guys what i said the next time i see you.
oh yeah i almost forgot. today almost all of the PE coached at my school were at a workshop so there were 2 female coaches and a bunch of subs trying to control all those kids (btw my school is overpopulated so a lot of teahers are needed). My coach was teaching her first hour and had them playing "extreme kickball" in the gym. She was trying to babysit the substitutes because they couldnt handle all the roudy kids that were acting up and refusing to dress out because htey knew they could get away with it. She was also trying to handle some girls in the class that were crying over the kid that died. Then one of the overactive boys in her class was running to first base and was going to run into the wall to slow himself down. the only problem was that he didnt see the metal electrical box on the wall and he ran right into it. he had a giant gash right above his eye and he had to go to the bospital for stiches. my coach was in shock and kept forgetting to ask him to talk to her while the ambulence came so he wouldnt pass out. but he was fine and was still really hyper and told her that he was going to come to schoool tomorrow so he could compeat.
Someother things have been going on but there is way too much to explain.
First a girl at my school fainted. That would have been a really big deal but the shock of that was totally over-ridden by the fact that after school a kid from our school was listen to his ipod and crossed the street w/o looking and got hit by a car and died. Apparently the car was going so fast that there was an outline where it hit him. His name was Luis Skinner incase anyone knew him.
Also, the ninth graders from the annex were taking a tour of the main campus yesterday and on the way back to the annex one of the buses got in a crash...but everyone was alright.
When i got home one of my girlfriends IM'd me. She used to cut herself but stoped and promised me she wouldnt do it in anymore. But unforunetly...she came across her fathers lighter and started burning herself instead. she had held the knife over the flame and put the kinife up against her skin when it was hot enough. she says that she gets no pleasure from cutting herself anymore but that she enjoyed burning. she said that it got all puffed up and red where she made contact. it was so bad that she couldnt tell if the knife had cut her or not but no one seemed to notice it. the sad thing was that she did it in the laundry room with the door open while her parents wer in the next room watching tv but they had no idea what was going on. she told me about it yesterday and i didnt know what to tell her anymore. all i can do is be there for her when she needs someone to talk to. I just told her that i wasn't mad but i was worried and what she was doing was sick and that she needed to stop. Also the fact that she was taking it so lightly scared me to death. She thanked me because i was the only one of her friends that didnt judge her and get upset but tried to help instead. She told me that i needed to check up on her once and a while to make sure she wasnt doing anything wrong because she has a hard time controlling herself when she feels lonely. I'm really going to try. I hope it works out.
Not only yesterday but this whole week has been weird. My friend at lunch today was upset because she had found out that her mom has some sickness (i was too distracted by everything else going on that i didnt find out which). I also found out that i had candida this last week and started taking medicine for it today. This stupid kid Jun has been really mean to me lately because he's a sick freak that likes me but has the urge to emotionally abuse me because i apparently give him mixed feelings. He told me about these weird dreams that he has about me. Some of them are nice and on beaches and stuff but some i'm being kidnaped and he's trying to find me. And in some he's screaming at me and i'm crying but he doesnt care...the discription he gave me of that one scared me. All during lunch he was telling me that i was lazy and spoiled because i called my mother to come and pick me up because i wasnt feeling well. I didnt tell him that i had candida because i thought he would just start burning me about that. Plus its none of his buissiness.
Like i said in my last post, i have been upset about Luke. And apparently there were some bad earthquakes in Japan recently. Not to mention the Pope died.
One good thing that happended this week was that I got Andre', that kid that came with me to the memorial, to start a bible study. As he was getting out of his car at my house i heard my name called and i turned around and guess who i saw? Jun. btw he lives in the same neighborhood as me so it wasnt so weird. and he was accompanied by our friend Nikki. But of course when he found out that Andre' was here for a bible study Jun started making fun of me and told Andre' to not let the Jehovahs Wittnesses brainwash him. I tried to laugh like i thought he was joking but it actually hurt me because he says something like that everytime someone brings up the topic of religion. its the first time i've actually gone through any real persecution from someone at school. But the study went well and i hope we can keep it up.
i finally got to writting that guy back that sent me the creepy letter in response to the letter with the family tract in it. I can show u guys what i said the next time i see you.
oh yeah i almost forgot. today almost all of the PE coached at my school were at a workshop so there were 2 female coaches and a bunch of subs trying to control all those kids (btw my school is overpopulated so a lot of teahers are needed). My coach was teaching her first hour and had them playing "extreme kickball" in the gym. She was trying to babysit the substitutes because they couldnt handle all the roudy kids that were acting up and refusing to dress out because htey knew they could get away with it. She was also trying to handle some girls in the class that were crying over the kid that died. Then one of the overactive boys in her class was running to first base and was going to run into the wall to slow himself down. the only problem was that he didnt see the metal electrical box on the wall and he ran right into it. he had a giant gash right above his eye and he had to go to the bospital for stiches. my coach was in shock and kept forgetting to ask him to talk to her while the ambulence came so he wouldnt pass out. but he was fine and was still really hyper and told her that he was going to come to schoool tomorrow so he could compeat.
Someother things have been going on but there is way too much to explain.