Back.
It's been a while since I've updated. I've been hanging out with a lot of people lately and doing stuff. Nothing all too out of the ordinary. September 11h there is a party at my house for me and Dawn's birthday. All are welcome to come, even if I don't talk to you much or whatever. Most people know where my house is or I'd put up directions of some sort.
I wanna be happy all the time, like I was before.
I miss seeing a lot of people. They all left me when school started, for their homework and more important friends they have to squeeze into their schedules. There will be no more shindigs do to the lack of attendance that would occur. It's a pain in the nuts even to get a few people together.
I want to go to college but I doubt I'm going to do any work at all this year. Whatever.
I wanna be in love with someone else, I want someone to love me. And I really want to be happy, not an artificial kind of happiness weed might induce, to cheer up let's say, someone who felt guilty for dumping someone else. Cause that's pathetic. Hell even to like a druggy might be pathetic. But I guess all have lives of our own now, right?
I'm not an openly emotional person, but I cry so much these days. I can't seem to make myself happy, even when I know I should be.
I wanna be happy all the time, like I was before.
I miss seeing a lot of people. They all left me when school started, for their homework and more important friends they have to squeeze into their schedules. There will be no more shindigs do to the lack of attendance that would occur. It's a pain in the nuts even to get a few people together.
I want to go to college but I doubt I'm going to do any work at all this year. Whatever.
I wanna be in love with someone else, I want someone to love me. And I really want to be happy, not an artificial kind of happiness weed might induce, to cheer up let's say, someone who felt guilty for dumping someone else. Cause that's pathetic. Hell even to like a druggy might be pathetic. But I guess all have lives of our own now, right?
I'm not an openly emotional person, but I cry so much these days. I can't seem to make myself happy, even when I know I should be.