Oct 14, 2005 22:08
So lets start with this morning got on the bus forgot my cd player,aid period rolls around my contact decides to fall out so im forced to wear my glasses yuck....,period 4 got rejected and two seconds later i relized why the hell did i even do it i have this great guy who loves me to death as much as i love him who fricken dedicated a website to me why would i jeopordize that and i didnt like him enough to care if he said yes or no so why did i do it?the answer is i have no idea cause i was trying to prove steph wrong that i wasnt chicken but thats just stupid im like so happy right now with paul.And then i couldnt get through to him cause my phone was letting me and when i finally got on he signed off so i didnt even get to say goodbye so now i wont get to talk to him till monday so my day just went downhill,then we go out to eat and we didnt get the food for an hour so we end up finishing up supper at like 9:30 i hate eating that late.Get home beth loses cant find isabelles shoe so she has me go check in the car and a fricken cat jumps out and scares the shit out of me!So today pretty much sucked and now i dont feel good from eating so late if this day gets any worse ill just kill myself.Good news only a couple hours b4 i go to bed so im pretty sure ill be alive tomorrow...