Jan 16, 2006 00:27
So..Its been awhile, but since ms jennifer sapp reminded me I needed to make a journal entry I will. Even though she never has. So everyone who knows her urge jss1234 to quit being a spy and write her own:) I have no profound thoughts, not like I ever have. Just some recommendations of timewasters. First, since I just finished watching it...INTERVENTION. I've been watching this show for about a year now and it is the most touching, riveting, heart wrenching show you have ever seen, especially tonight's episode. It comes on A&E on Sundays.AND There is a website..
www.postsecret.blogspot.com. It is my favorite. I've told many of my friends about it, some love it, some get offended, but I look foward to every Sunday when it updates. They have a new book which I really want. Anyway people write their deepest secret on a postcard and send it in to this website, and many are crazy, which makes me feel more sane, and many are funny, which make me laugh, and many I completely identify with, which makes me feel a little less alone. This week there are a couple which hit home. GO SEE THEM, but Ill recap anyway. One says "I love my summer camp more than home." I've had that thought many times. The major one though, which me and my Ttown friends frequently discuss... "I'm not scared of leaving, I'm scared because I'm happy here." I couldn't have put it better myself. Ive lived in another country, and visited other places, but I love tuscaloosa. All I want to do with my life is help people who are in need of help. And I see myself doing that in places that are oceans away. But I am so close with my family and my nieces mean the world to me, and I cant imagine being more than an hour away. Tuscaloosa is my home, I love it, and I dont resent anything about living here, I love everything about it except for the fact I feel Im needed elsewhere. But I want to be needed here for my family too. Who the hell knows.