more bad news

[kris1003]

just when life seems to be picking up...im shot down again. grandpas cancer is in remission, erins on meds that help a ton so theres no more thoughts of suicide. finally it seemed that my prayers were answered. but no, now my grandma, the woman who practically raised me, has been diagnosed with congenetive heart failure...and get this..theres no cure. it will kill her. she'll be on meds to help but eventually they will stop working and her heart will stop beating.

i want to be 5 again. there was no death when i was 5.