less than aweek

May 01, 2005 17:19

well i move out of the dorm on friday..
its sunday..
that gives me 4 night..5 days..

EKKKKKKKKKKKK!

well i only have one exam which is tommorow..
and then deep sea fishing on wednesday and ceramics class on thursday then im done.

so that means this week will be filled with drinking...

which was what this weekend was filled with..

thursday: formal...amazing..so much fun...i had quite a gentleman for a date and he was great..which just makes me fall for him more..though after the formal he had to go "think" which now scares me...tons of drinking..not much eating..it was fun..and i didnt get sick..woohoo
friday: kat buffet- ton of food..no drinking ..drinking happened later at nicks house where i drank alot..about 10 beers..played dizzy bat races and sat in the middle of a drive way since i thought it would be a good idea at the time..
then the whole thinking thing came up.he felt the need to walk about an hour after he dropped me off to think about our situation..i got pissed and walked out..called jen..cried..drank some water and went to bed..
saturday: panera..some meet the fockers on jenks couch and then the bbq at nick where NOONE talked to me and jenks so we left and went to starbuck and the movie.s.we saw alot like love..OH MY GOD I WANT LOVE LIKE THAT...not this shit that i got..but i just avioded mahoney since he was mean to me..he told me he doesnt remember anything from the night before but im still a little upset with him..
we have less than 2 week left..what the hell do you have to think about..you missed your chance buddy

i say that now but you know me..im a sucker for giving second, third fourth..chances.. i like him..i have for awhile..but what do i do now..i know that he cares for me..but this is so frustrating and it makes me want to cry...why..cause its what i do..

graduation party may 21- all invited..

really upset about gradauation but for those who dont know i accepted a job in hoboken working for a publishing company..so at least i have a job and some type of a future...
the mission trip is still iffy if i can go but it might be looking good..

people here have made such a difference in my life and the though of leaving all of them makes me want to cry..they have been here for me day or night and i will treasure every moment i have had with them
i know we arent eskimos and we arent dieing or anything but it just wont be the same when it all ends...

now that i got to say that..i should probably go study for my final so i graduate...

ok studying so i can watch desperate housewives and grays atonomy tongiht..
YAY!

miss you all...
cg in 4 days.. :P
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