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Thank you all for your thoughts, reassurance, and good stories (and tracee for that link- that was nice of you to search for me!). I know I'm overreacting and the rational part of me will hopefully take over at some point. It just feels like whenever I dare have hope (the first beta, this last week) I get kicked in the teeth. I know parenthood is much more of this, but can't we get there first?
Anyway, I also feel like I never share random happy things here so right now I just wanted to record that I am sipping sweet tea in a restaurant on San Antonio's riverwalk and it is almost 80 degrees out. :)
(I"m meeting w a witness later but am spending the day sightseeing- I went to the Alamo this morning and now am having some bbq.) :)
Anyway, I also feel like I never share random happy things here so right now I just wanted to record that I am sipping sweet tea in a restaurant on San Antonio's riverwalk and it is almost 80 degrees out. :)
(I"m meeting w a witness later but am spending the day sightseeing- I went to the Alamo this morning and now am having some bbq.) :)