Another day, nothing to do.
Yes today was the usual day after a party night! hehe! So yesterday was fun. I went to Umaar's party with a bunch of friends and saw a TON of people i haven't seen in a long ass time. I was really excited yet anxious about that. I got real drunk and met a sweet guy named Dave. He's a tattoo artist and licensed piercer. I saw some of his work and man, he's damn good! I'm thinking about maybe having him draw out some of my tattoos and get them done already! I had a blast talking with him for most of he night and then Bily stole me away and we hid somewhere to talk and catch up. Yeah, not good!!! He told me that i changed a lot since i last saw him and he wasn't sure why i was the way i am now!! How rude is that? 'Hi, i haven't seen u in 2 years and i'm going to make aqusations about you when he hasn't been around to see or talk with me in A LONG ASS TIME!! I had my hair twisted so i had a bump on the top and the rest was kind of slicked back but it was done nicely. Anywyas, he called me a rockabilly chick just cause of that! Yeah, i like some rockabilly but no i'm not that! I like a wide variety of everything and shit, so i may pick up a few styles that look the best on me from everywhere, FUCKING SUE ME!! Geezz...it got me really mad!! Then, he kept telling me that i'm just going to rape all the artists out of money with my degree! I'm majoring in Muisc Business, yes, but i'm also a person and a loyal one at that. I'll do what's neccassary to get the results i need. I'm not EVEN sure that this is what i want todo with my life!! I'm not sure i could manage bands my whole life and ALWAYS be behind the scenes!! I'm at a huge crossroads with myself. For someone such as him to come to me and spew those lines of misinterpreting bullshit at me was WAY OUT OF LINE!! Yes, i'm still mad and i have every right to be but i will let it go. This is why i have to type it out first and it's my release to let things just fade away. he was just mad at me cause i wouldn't have sex with him right there when we were talking. I did fool around cause he's a great kisser but this was before he attacked me verbally the way he did! I was fed up and still am! Honestly, i loved every minute of teasing him that night simply because of the harsh things he was assuming about myself! It'll take a little bit for me to kool down and forgive him or at least try and discuss and justify the things he said to me.
I think i will be calling that Dave guy soon cause he was a lot of fun to be with. Also, a few of my frineds were shocked that i would be talking with him and interested in him. I am because he seems like a genuine person and that's what matters to me, not the physical appearence like most are attracted to. He has a good heart from what i could gather from yesterday. After being hurt by every type of person out there, you begin to look inside the person and hold an acutal conversation instead of getting a quickie and you're out of there. I'm done being self rightous and boring. I'm in a crazy mood right now and i'm still hurting from what he(bily) was saying to me! I'm sure there will be more run ins with him at a later date, unfortunatly! Oh, he also told me that i looked like a hooker caus i had on combat boots and a skirt, not too short but just the right length! =P FUCK MEN! They can go to HELL!!!
I think i will be calling that Dave guy soon cause he was a lot of fun to be with. Also, a few of my frineds were shocked that i would be talking with him and interested in him. I am because he seems like a genuine person and that's what matters to me, not the physical appearence like most are attracted to. He has a good heart from what i could gather from yesterday. After being hurt by every type of person out there, you begin to look inside the person and hold an acutal conversation instead of getting a quickie and you're out of there. I'm done being self rightous and boring. I'm in a crazy mood right now and i'm still hurting from what he(bily) was saying to me! I'm sure there will be more run ins with him at a later date, unfortunatly! Oh, he also told me that i looked like a hooker caus i had on combat boots and a skirt, not too short but just the right length! =P FUCK MEN! They can go to HELL!!!