i don't know, i don't know!!
Today i was at my intern again cause i put in extra hours because i'm bored at home..no biggie. Yeah, my mistake of going in today was seeing Mauni again. He's a fellow intern and cute as hell. We used to work on the same days and we would really flirt a lot! It all came crashing abck to me when i saw him and we talked again. He's way too sweet and we can playfully fight back and forth and know eachothers boundaries but cross them a bit to make eachother a little mad. It's fun playing like that with him! =) I really really missed him and i wish i did see more of him around school, cause he's in graduate school at Columbia. I don't know, i just really really don't know. With him everything is a chance and i like that he'll most likely be in Chicago until he finishes grad school. That is unlike another guy i'm crushing on. We both left today at the same time cause i had to make it to work on time and we had a quick goodbye kiss that lasted longer than it should've but i'm glad it did. I think we are supposed to hang out next weekend or something. At least that's when he said he'd call! In a way i feel like i betrayed my friend that i'm crushing on cause i kissed mauni. I know that's silly cause my crsuh is involved in a relationship but i'd still rather be with him over anyone else. Before i decide anything or formulate any conclusions..evan babe..we need to really really hang out!! Maybe then you'll see that your girl isn't worth the hassel and choose me instead. Oh, i didn't say that..forget that last statement! =)