now what?
found myself questioning myself alot about what to do? now what? i need new goals in life that i can control or that something that i'm passionate about? i wish i can say, my goal is to fall in love and find that special someone. but somehow, it feels wrong. i mean from experience, love is something that cannot be force. i've meet some good guys but no matter how i see their good characters, the intimate love between couple is not just happening. i should pray more about this and everyday. to see the light to the plan of HIM to me. so hard to be content, i guess one can never be?