Nov 17, 2008 10:09
So I am still 148 after the weekend. I didn't gain or lose anything even after all of the food that I ate!
But I'm kind of bored with the whole weight loss thing right now to be completely honest. I think it's because I'm at a weight right now that I've been a million time before and because I don't think I'm actually going to weigh less than this until I am able to start going to the gym again. This semester can't end soon enough. I'm going to keep trying to get down to my goal of 145 by T-giving though. I think it'd be good for me to keep going. I know that once school is out and I start exercising, the weight will come off pretty fast. I'll be doing mostly cardio stuff in the beginning to slim down and then I'll work in some body pump to start building muscle and burning more fat. I want to be a solid 130-135, not a flabby, saggy, droopy mess!
I'm really hungry right now and it's taking everything I've got in me to avoid getting a cup of coffee right now... a foamy cafe au lait with half and half and two splendas. God, that sounds so good right now. I think part of it is because it's 40 something degrees outside right now and I want something warm and creamy to make it better. It sux having such poor circulation to begin with, but the lack of food only makes it worse. My toes were numb this morning and it was only 37 outside! So just wait till it's freezing! If I can avoid the coffee until noon, I'll allow myself to have a pumpkin super protein smoothie from Odwalla. Those things are super delish and I need the protein for sure. But I still want a coffee. Maybe for dinner and then I'll have some pineapple and call it a day.
Bored bored bored with the dull hunger...
On a side note: I fell asleep to Wall-E last night and it was awesome! I love that movie!