I purged again today...
and that's bad... and I'm REALLY hungry right now, but I don't want to eat anything. I'd like to see 150 tomorrow morning in some way shape or form, but I might not get there. I've had way less than 1000 cals today. That's the first in ages and it feels awful!!! SO eat something, you say. Only 3 more weeks or this and then it's thanksgiving. I'f I lose the weight that I want to lose, I'll have a couple pounds of room to grow without being screwed for my goal weight for New Year's.
I've been avoiding my homework all day. UGH!! it would be so fantastic to just not be in school right now. Time is ticking by so slowly now that the end is near. I'd give anything to just skip right to finals right now. I'll have almost 2 months of idleness before next semester begins. I can't wait!
I'm currently looking (more like wishing) for new love interests....still dating my boyfriend though. That's bad isn't it. I've been a really awful person lately. I'm not feeling too good about the person that I am. Hmmmmm. Stress. Let's chalk it all up to that. I know, without a doubt in my heart, that I'm a good person. But my head is telling me something different right now. So here is the war with my negative thoughts. I just need sleep. I'll feel better once this week is over and I'm one week closer to the end!!!
Night everyone. (Pointless post, I know. I came on here intending to say something and I completely lost my train of thought. Next time.)
I've been avoiding my homework all day. UGH!! it would be so fantastic to just not be in school right now. Time is ticking by so slowly now that the end is near. I'd give anything to just skip right to finals right now. I'll have almost 2 months of idleness before next semester begins. I can't wait!
I'm currently looking (more like wishing) for new love interests....still dating my boyfriend though. That's bad isn't it. I've been a really awful person lately. I'm not feeling too good about the person that I am. Hmmmmm. Stress. Let's chalk it all up to that. I know, without a doubt in my heart, that I'm a good person. But my head is telling me something different right now. So here is the war with my negative thoughts. I just need sleep. I'll feel better once this week is over and I'm one week closer to the end!!!
Night everyone. (Pointless post, I know. I came on here intending to say something and I completely lost my train of thought. Next time.)