Oct 27, 2008 22:35
I have officially screwed myself for the test. My second test out of the three tests for this class and u know what? I don't care. I just need to get a C. I could do so much better, but I'm not going to cuz I don't care to. I'm tired and I'm ready for this semester to be over. I want to sleep in hang with friends and I don't want to be studying all the damn time. End Rant.
I'm not sure what else to write about. I mean...there's a ton to write about, but my head is all over the place and I can't form a true complete though without forgetting what is was I was going to say. So I guess perhaps I'll just get back to reading, take a nap, wake up at 2 or three and study till my test tomorrow. Yeah...that's how it's been all semester long. Study nap study nap. Never a full night's rest unless I'm sacrificing something (like this test).
Ugh! I hope that next time I decide to post something, it'll actually be worth my time and yours if u wasted your life reading this. I just miss all of my friends, I hate being fat, and I need to talk to people that understand what I'm going through on a daily basis with all of the eating issues. But alas, I'll be too busy until december. Hopefully I can lose a few pounds before thanksgiving for damage control purposes. As a matter of fact, I'm going to lose 5 lbs starting now. (We'll see how long this lasts)<---that's so negative! I WILL lose 5 lbs. Now I just have to face the scale to get a starting weight....in the morning. Bum bum buuuuum!!!!