And the beauty that I'm faking lets me live my life like this...
This week was very stressful... Gary moved this weekend. Its not far, still in Plymouth, but I'm so used to having him nextdoor, or in walking distance at least. I'm gunna miss him. Now it feels like I have no where to hide... And some other stuff happened that I'm not gunan go into detail about because.... well it could make some people upset i guess. In short... "I love you" means nothing when you're going out with someone else a week later... and "I Love you" starts to hurt when you still say it even tho you're going out with someone else. No matter being all over that someone else right in front of me. You know how much this hurts and I think I'm starting to hate you. Not only that, you've lied to me, as I have found out from dear friends that love me more than you ever could, or could show at least. I would so enjoy kicking the shit out of you...
Anyways... Friday was fun. Me, Alyssa, and Erin went to the mall. We met up with Crystal and stuuuuff. Then, Bellis and Gallivan met up with us. We chatted for a while and they tried to talk us into seeing Team America with them. Then Voci caaaame. We called up Kyle and Zach and told them to come too, so we could all go see Saw. Me, Erin, Alyssa, Bellis, Gallivan and Voci went to the arcade to make Bob show us his moves on DDR. hehe. But we kinda just chilled in there and grabbed each others butts. After a while we met up with Kyle and Zach and adventually we all headed down to the vitamin place with the massage chair. I was scared of it. They tried to get me to use it after they told me how it kinda hurts and made faces that looked like they were in great deals of pain. It also reminded me of the tracking device or w/e that they put in Neo's belly button in the Matrix. But yes, Voci flicked a dime towards the bench where Bellis, Alyssa, and Erin were sitting and it somehow ended up in Brian's shoe. It was amazing. When the mall was closing we all headed down towards the movies, except for Erin, Kyle and Zach cuz they ditched us to do it. They met up with us down there adventually and we chilled till our movie in the food court. And Voci officially won the butt grabbing game.... believe me, hes got skill. Originally, Voci, Brian, and Sean weren't coming with us, but when me, Erin, and my mom went to get snacks before the movie they were still out there and asked to come with us. So them and Scott all came. We couldn't all sit together tho cuz it was packed. The movie was pretty good. It was weiiiiiird. After that we all went home and I realised that I had to get up reeeeaaally early to go to boston with Johnny....
Saturday... I woke up at 6 and me and Johnny headed to the T station around 630 to meet Rich, Keith, Mike, and Kieth's brother. The train ride up was the highlight of my trip. Me and Johnny just goofed off the whole time, it was great. When we got there we saw Ant. I miss him. And we met up with Matt Kelley and Marco and stuff. Well, it sucked. I luv Johnny and everyone else who tried to cheer me up. I wasn't gunan drink but I did. It helped. Me and Johnny went off on little walks and what not to get away from the gayness. Then I ended up splitting up with Johnny and Kieth and stuff cuz i didn't know when they were leaving. I wish I had stayed with them, me and Matt both. Matt and me kinda walked behind the group by ourselves talking and stuff. He cheered me up a little and let me where his hat. Adventually, after all the gayness was through we went back to the south station and there was an earlier train. Johnny and stuff ended up being there so I sat with Johnny on the train again. We pretty much had our own cart lol. Johnny got really drunk, it was amusing. Then Matt drive me home. I cried a while, took a shower, and Erin called. I love her so much, I don't know what I'd do without her. I got all ready and went over to her house. Kyle was there. I love him so much too!! Hes awesome... We all talked for a while and they cheered me up soooo much. We got pizza and watched movies and Kyle rubbed our backs. Kyle left to go to Zach's and Me and Erin kinda just watched movies and fell asleep...
Haloween... I love Halloween. When we woke up (really early) we ate and watched Brave Heart. Then in the middle of the movie Mark asked us to go with him to get a Mocha. I Love Mochas!! So we got mochas and then we smoked. It was really good. We were funny. Mark drove down this bumpy dirt road and was driving crazy... i loved it. So fun. Then we finished Brave Heart and then took showers and got all ready. We put together really cute outfits that we're wearing friday. Then Mark and Ryan gave us a ride to the mall to finish up our costumes for later that night. Erin got sexay boots. They look so cute. And we got fishnets and fake eyelashes. Then we went back to Erin's and got in costume. We were Fairies!! We looked so cute, I love those costumes... we're awesome lol. Luckily it was warm. We ended up having Joel and Crystal come over. We got Kyle and ate brownies *wink* Then we went trick or treating. We weren't out for very long cuz by then it was late, but it was fun none the less. After that we wnet to Kyle's and watched Bring It On until we all went home. And now I'm home cuz I didn't feel like going to school today... hehe. And don't forget...
MY BIRTHDAY, FRIDAY NOVEMBER 5TH
...whatcha gunna get me? hehe
Anyways... Friday was fun. Me, Alyssa, and Erin went to the mall. We met up with Crystal and stuuuuff. Then, Bellis and Gallivan met up with us. We chatted for a while and they tried to talk us into seeing Team America with them. Then Voci caaaame. We called up Kyle and Zach and told them to come too, so we could all go see Saw. Me, Erin, Alyssa, Bellis, Gallivan and Voci went to the arcade to make Bob show us his moves on DDR. hehe. But we kinda just chilled in there and grabbed each others butts. After a while we met up with Kyle and Zach and adventually we all headed down to the vitamin place with the massage chair. I was scared of it. They tried to get me to use it after they told me how it kinda hurts and made faces that looked like they were in great deals of pain. It also reminded me of the tracking device or w/e that they put in Neo's belly button in the Matrix. But yes, Voci flicked a dime towards the bench where Bellis, Alyssa, and Erin were sitting and it somehow ended up in Brian's shoe. It was amazing. When the mall was closing we all headed down towards the movies, except for Erin, Kyle and Zach cuz they ditched us to do it. They met up with us down there adventually and we chilled till our movie in the food court. And Voci officially won the butt grabbing game.... believe me, hes got skill. Originally, Voci, Brian, and Sean weren't coming with us, but when me, Erin, and my mom went to get snacks before the movie they were still out there and asked to come with us. So them and Scott all came. We couldn't all sit together tho cuz it was packed. The movie was pretty good. It was weiiiiiird. After that we all went home and I realised that I had to get up reeeeaaally early to go to boston with Johnny....
Saturday... I woke up at 6 and me and Johnny headed to the T station around 630 to meet Rich, Keith, Mike, and Kieth's brother. The train ride up was the highlight of my trip. Me and Johnny just goofed off the whole time, it was great. When we got there we saw Ant. I miss him. And we met up with Matt Kelley and Marco and stuff. Well, it sucked. I luv Johnny and everyone else who tried to cheer me up. I wasn't gunan drink but I did. It helped. Me and Johnny went off on little walks and what not to get away from the gayness. Then I ended up splitting up with Johnny and Kieth and stuff cuz i didn't know when they were leaving. I wish I had stayed with them, me and Matt both. Matt and me kinda walked behind the group by ourselves talking and stuff. He cheered me up a little and let me where his hat. Adventually, after all the gayness was through we went back to the south station and there was an earlier train. Johnny and stuff ended up being there so I sat with Johnny on the train again. We pretty much had our own cart lol. Johnny got really drunk, it was amusing. Then Matt drive me home. I cried a while, took a shower, and Erin called. I love her so much, I don't know what I'd do without her. I got all ready and went over to her house. Kyle was there. I love him so much too!! Hes awesome... We all talked for a while and they cheered me up soooo much. We got pizza and watched movies and Kyle rubbed our backs. Kyle left to go to Zach's and Me and Erin kinda just watched movies and fell asleep...
Haloween... I love Halloween. When we woke up (really early) we ate and watched Brave Heart. Then in the middle of the movie Mark asked us to go with him to get a Mocha. I Love Mochas!! So we got mochas and then we smoked. It was really good. We were funny. Mark drove down this bumpy dirt road and was driving crazy... i loved it. So fun. Then we finished Brave Heart and then took showers and got all ready. We put together really cute outfits that we're wearing friday. Then Mark and Ryan gave us a ride to the mall to finish up our costumes for later that night. Erin got sexay boots. They look so cute. And we got fishnets and fake eyelashes. Then we went back to Erin's and got in costume. We were Fairies!! We looked so cute, I love those costumes... we're awesome lol. Luckily it was warm. We ended up having Joel and Crystal come over. We got Kyle and ate brownies *wink* Then we went trick or treating. We weren't out for very long cuz by then it was late, but it was fun none the less. After that we wnet to Kyle's and watched Bring It On until we all went home. And now I'm home cuz I didn't feel like going to school today... hehe. And don't forget...
MY BIRTHDAY, FRIDAY NOVEMBER 5TH
...whatcha gunna get me? hehe