Shot through the heart and you're to blame, Darlin you give love a bad name...
Right now, like right at this exact moment, I feel happy. I feel like with all of the things I have to be down about, I am happy about the things in my life that I have to be happy about. If that makes sense. And I know that in five minutes I'll probably be balling my eyes out, because thats how my moods work, but right now I feel good. I have so many memories, and people, and places that make me smile. And I'm hoping that means that I'm a good person, I hope that I've earned everything that I have. Mostly I just hope that the people I'm talking about, that I make them smile too. And I hope someone else smiles at the memories that make me smile.
Like when Kenny's car broke down before school. The car game. Painting cars for the demolition derby. Ice Age at odd hours in the morning. Playing manhunt at the Carol's house. Camping in Gary's backyard or mine. The beach with ninjas, wrestling, and peeing on ourselves. Math.... the zipties, my shoe being stolen by Kenny, tapping the room below us's window with a bottle on kite string, the snapple bottle, Dan's rap. Tina. Drawing in science. The Biomes packets. Cleaning Stevie's floor with my back. Late night swimming. Loccie. Wicked White Kids. "Want some vodKA?" Sexy kinda. The Gatra. Pony boy and the pretty parade. Whore shirts. Poems. Drawings. WEDNESDAYS. Parties... Bogart Winslow, The Gay man Show, making people cry (sorry lol), carrying Jacqui through the woods (i'm serious, i enjoy looking back on that). Warped Tour. Picnics. Greathy. The fourth of july. Well thats just a few, but they all make me smile... a lot. And I love you all
Like when Kenny's car broke down before school. The car game. Painting cars for the demolition derby. Ice Age at odd hours in the morning. Playing manhunt at the Carol's house. Camping in Gary's backyard or mine. The beach with ninjas, wrestling, and peeing on ourselves. Math.... the zipties, my shoe being stolen by Kenny, tapping the room below us's window with a bottle on kite string, the snapple bottle, Dan's rap. Tina. Drawing in science. The Biomes packets. Cleaning Stevie's floor with my back. Late night swimming. Loccie. Wicked White Kids. "Want some vodKA?" Sexy kinda. The Gatra. Pony boy and the pretty parade. Whore shirts. Poems. Drawings. WEDNESDAYS. Parties... Bogart Winslow, The Gay man Show, making people cry (sorry lol), carrying Jacqui through the woods (i'm serious, i enjoy looking back on that). Warped Tour. Picnics. Greathy. The fourth of july. Well thats just a few, but they all make me smile... a lot. And I love you all