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So I have a little more time to talk now...its not gonna be about good stuff but hey, I'm tired, thinking, and bored. So hey, if you don't wanna read all my negative thoughts, then don't.
Kim leaves Friday for college. I can't believe she's leaving already! I remember when last years school year started and I was like this is her last year...but I've got an entire year. And then I thought she was just goin to Lakeland so I'd be able to see her. BUT..nope. She's goin to Olivet now. Its all good though. I'm proud of her. I'll miss her...but I'm proud of her.
I saw a shirt this weekend that said "Pain is weakness leaving the body" I liked it. Its deep for a shirt...or maybe just deep for me. But I liked it. And one that said "In a world of darkness...let there be light" Liked it too. Isn't too deep but I liked it. Saw another one that said "You don't know me" so true yet alot of people prolly don't see it the way I do.
Again my speech on God...
I still don't understand. Surprise!! I understand that he loves me. I get all that. I just don't understand how I'm supposed to love him back. I really don't. I mean come on. In this world you see soo many people who go to church on Sundays and Wednesdays and say they love God and on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday are totally different people. I've looked up to alot of people who have failed me. If life can be soo good for people who don't have a relationship with Him..then why can't it be for me too? I mean I don't mean it like that..but I do. Its just hard for me to have a relationship with him.
The more I think of this the more I don't want to be typing this. me rambling on about nothing? who wants to hear that?
I'm out
Kim leaves Friday for college. I can't believe she's leaving already! I remember when last years school year started and I was like this is her last year...but I've got an entire year. And then I thought she was just goin to Lakeland so I'd be able to see her. BUT..nope. She's goin to Olivet now. Its all good though. I'm proud of her. I'll miss her...but I'm proud of her.
I saw a shirt this weekend that said "Pain is weakness leaving the body" I liked it. Its deep for a shirt...or maybe just deep for me. But I liked it. And one that said "In a world of darkness...let there be light" Liked it too. Isn't too deep but I liked it. Saw another one that said "You don't know me" so true yet alot of people prolly don't see it the way I do.
Again my speech on God...
I still don't understand. Surprise!! I understand that he loves me. I get all that. I just don't understand how I'm supposed to love him back. I really don't. I mean come on. In this world you see soo many people who go to church on Sundays and Wednesdays and say they love God and on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday are totally different people. I've looked up to alot of people who have failed me. If life can be soo good for people who don't have a relationship with Him..then why can't it be for me too? I mean I don't mean it like that..but I do. Its just hard for me to have a relationship with him.
The more I think of this the more I don't want to be typing this. me rambling on about nothing? who wants to hear that?
I'm out