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I wrote a whole long thing in here last night but my comp locked up and I didn't get to post it and now I have no idea what all I wrote..so sorry guys.
Today was alright. Got a call today from Sue sayin she needed me to babysit at noon. So I watched Bobby and Elisa till 3 and then came home. Then me and Lacey went to Devin's house around 5:15ish for my grandma's b-day party. We played ping pong and stuff and hung out for awhile. Great times.
I didn't talk to Bethany today b/c she went to Holiday world with her church. Well I guess she called like 2 seconds ago...but still I usually talk to her during the day. lol Missed ya Bethany.
Life's weird isn't it? You think so? Cuz I do. I saw some thing on TV the other night about these kids who lived in like poverty or something. Its just weird how like I never even really think of how other people live. And it makes me feel weird how like I don't even think about that. I think my life is hard and yet...look at how they live. I dunno. I guess it just made me think. I didn't know I was so selfish about alot of stuff. I mean these kids were like 3 years old. 3 year olds should not HAVE to know how to fully take care of themselves.
My dog had surgery today. We get to pick her up tomorrow. She's fine.
My family is hysterically laughing right now. They're watching MXC. Its great! Laughing really is contagious.
Can someone define trust for me? Because for some reason alot of people that I know have the wrong definition. Either I have no idea what it really means...or they don't b/c one of is wrong here. Its weird how I used to actually trust these people. There are very few people who actually know the meaning of the word.
And since we're defining words...how about love? Anyone know what that means? What it REALLY means? Soo many people use it like its just any other word. But is it? Hmm...just a random thought.
Played basketball for awhile tonight with Robby. That was great times. He's great. Everytime I'm with that guy he makes me laugh. If you read this Robby, your a GREAT cousin! lol
Another random thought...
I was thinking today, about what I believe. And I wonder if I really believe what I believe b/c I believe it, or because thats how I was brought up. And I think I decided that I really believe it. I just question things sometimes. Like how I know that Christianity is the true religion and like Budism (or however you spell that) or some other religion isn't real. And how do I even know there is a hell or heaven or a God or anything. What if the Bible is just some book different people have added stuff to along the way so that some of us can think that there actually IS hope out there that this life can and will get better? And after I fought myself over it I finally came to this conclusion: There are no for sure things in this world. Your not certain that you'll have tomorrow to do the things you didn't get to today. You don't know that you'll take another breath after you exhale the one you just took in. Will your heart beat again after this beat? Will your friend be there tomorrow and are they really your friend? Do you know that today some freak accident won't happend and someone close to you die? No. There are no sure things in this life. So you've GOT to put your trust in something...right? I ended up seeing how I don't have to have factual things that tell me there's a God out there. Or that there's a Heaven or hell. Someone asked me once what I would do if they could proove that evolution was true. And ya know I don't think that would change a thing. Faith is a key word in my relationship with Christ. You've got to have faith if you believe in something you can't see. Or can you? Aren't there those random people out there who have something that not alot of people seem to have? This glowing attitude. Can't you see God in the things that people do? The attitudes certain people have? Isn't it true that you really can see God through people? Anyways..I haven't died and came back to life to tell you guys how death is. I don't KNOW that my religion is the true religion. But does it matter? Aren't we all striving for the same thing? Eternity with God? I don't know whats gonna happen tomorrow or the next hour or the next few minutes. I just trust that He'll pull me through. I mean come on, those of you who know God..how many times has He left you? I mean even when your down and you don't feel God...when you look back on that time don't you realize He really was there? You were just too blind to see it? You've gotta put your trust in someone/something. So why not put it in someone like God? Someone so creative that He decided to make our world? Someone who really won't leave you when your down? Wouldn't it be cool to have faith in a God who can do anything? Literally anything. A God who would come to earth..give up all He had to come to earth to die for you? I dunno about you but I think that sounds pretty good. You can't find too many people in this world who would die for you.
Anyways...just some random thoughts...I've wrote alot!! Holy cow. I should go...
Later
Kelsey
Today was alright. Got a call today from Sue sayin she needed me to babysit at noon. So I watched Bobby and Elisa till 3 and then came home. Then me and Lacey went to Devin's house around 5:15ish for my grandma's b-day party. We played ping pong and stuff and hung out for awhile. Great times.
I didn't talk to Bethany today b/c she went to Holiday world with her church. Well I guess she called like 2 seconds ago...but still I usually talk to her during the day. lol Missed ya Bethany.
Life's weird isn't it? You think so? Cuz I do. I saw some thing on TV the other night about these kids who lived in like poverty or something. Its just weird how like I never even really think of how other people live. And it makes me feel weird how like I don't even think about that. I think my life is hard and yet...look at how they live. I dunno. I guess it just made me think. I didn't know I was so selfish about alot of stuff. I mean these kids were like 3 years old. 3 year olds should not HAVE to know how to fully take care of themselves.
My dog had surgery today. We get to pick her up tomorrow. She's fine.
My family is hysterically laughing right now. They're watching MXC. Its great! Laughing really is contagious.
Can someone define trust for me? Because for some reason alot of people that I know have the wrong definition. Either I have no idea what it really means...or they don't b/c one of is wrong here. Its weird how I used to actually trust these people. There are very few people who actually know the meaning of the word.
And since we're defining words...how about love? Anyone know what that means? What it REALLY means? Soo many people use it like its just any other word. But is it? Hmm...just a random thought.
Played basketball for awhile tonight with Robby. That was great times. He's great. Everytime I'm with that guy he makes me laugh. If you read this Robby, your a GREAT cousin! lol
Another random thought...
I was thinking today, about what I believe. And I wonder if I really believe what I believe b/c I believe it, or because thats how I was brought up. And I think I decided that I really believe it. I just question things sometimes. Like how I know that Christianity is the true religion and like Budism (or however you spell that) or some other religion isn't real. And how do I even know there is a hell or heaven or a God or anything. What if the Bible is just some book different people have added stuff to along the way so that some of us can think that there actually IS hope out there that this life can and will get better? And after I fought myself over it I finally came to this conclusion: There are no for sure things in this world. Your not certain that you'll have tomorrow to do the things you didn't get to today. You don't know that you'll take another breath after you exhale the one you just took in. Will your heart beat again after this beat? Will your friend be there tomorrow and are they really your friend? Do you know that today some freak accident won't happend and someone close to you die? No. There are no sure things in this life. So you've GOT to put your trust in something...right? I ended up seeing how I don't have to have factual things that tell me there's a God out there. Or that there's a Heaven or hell. Someone asked me once what I would do if they could proove that evolution was true. And ya know I don't think that would change a thing. Faith is a key word in my relationship with Christ. You've got to have faith if you believe in something you can't see. Or can you? Aren't there those random people out there who have something that not alot of people seem to have? This glowing attitude. Can't you see God in the things that people do? The attitudes certain people have? Isn't it true that you really can see God through people? Anyways..I haven't died and came back to life to tell you guys how death is. I don't KNOW that my religion is the true religion. But does it matter? Aren't we all striving for the same thing? Eternity with God? I don't know whats gonna happen tomorrow or the next hour or the next few minutes. I just trust that He'll pull me through. I mean come on, those of you who know God..how many times has He left you? I mean even when your down and you don't feel God...when you look back on that time don't you realize He really was there? You were just too blind to see it? You've gotta put your trust in someone/something. So why not put it in someone like God? Someone so creative that He decided to make our world? Someone who really won't leave you when your down? Wouldn't it be cool to have faith in a God who can do anything? Literally anything. A God who would come to earth..give up all He had to come to earth to die for you? I dunno about you but I think that sounds pretty good. You can't find too many people in this world who would die for you.
Anyways...just some random thoughts...I've wrote alot!! Holy cow. I should go...
Later
Kelsey