You Can Hear Me?!
Welp, today we went to EC. yay! LoL umm it was good times actually. I loved it. Ron if your still reading this, this post is basically for you. lol Umm, when you talked to me today...that was awesome for me. not that you pulled me away to talk to me, but the things you said. Its so weird for me to think that the things that i say to you, don't go in one ear and out the other. you remember what i say. you pray for me...like everyday! you care that i'm hurting. thats crazy for me. its true that i beat myself up alot. but i've done it for a long time and i dunno how to change it. i dunno. i just think it was REALLY nice of you to talk to me today. that was like soo cool for me. i dunno, i can't really explain it. i guess i always figure that when i talk to people, they don't really care what i have to say, they just listen to be nice, so i never expect them to remember anything i say. i dunno. i might have to email you sometime. you have email? anyways, my parents are mad. we got home late and that didn't go too well. so i'm frustrated right now. i guess i look at it as one more thing s put in my way. its crazy. but yea, there's some things i wanna talk about with you that i don't really want anyone else to read...so hopefully i can eventually email you. lol but thanks alot, really. i gotta go. see ya