Apr 04, 2005 02:04
YES YES, I AM UPDATING...bout time i think
So uhhh, yeah, like the subject title says...my most adoring girlfriend would like to be engaged to me...
ME... A FIANCE! this is incredible...and exciting
Nikki, that's her name, she says that when we have kids (which won't be for a LONG ASS TIME, trust me...) she wants em to look like me...silly (she thinks they'll be hotties, lookin like me, sure) but yeah, engagement...crazy...but at the same time, i kinda like the idea...
OH BY THE WAY STEPHY...remember that ring you let me have...guess where it's GOING! it'll be a temporary engagement ring! but i don't have one for myself to wear damnit
and i can't express this enough seriously...DON'T GIVE ME A LECTURE, i *emphasis* HATE lectures, so don't bother, they'll only make me frustrated, i get enough lectures. i am getting engaged, end of story
this has been..most..hmmm...pleasant!
oh yeah, maybe i'll get to try one of my "ideas" about asking her...some people know what i mean...alicia..stephy, claire...i think that's all that know my "ideas", but hey, i'll do it...
i want to set up something really romantic...IDEAS ANYONE!?!?!? (please help) i need something *emphasis* GOOD...
Nikki is just the best, she's always telling me how she falls asleep thinking about me...it helps her, she's just amazing...one time when we were laying on my bed, she had her shirt off (nothing sexual at all) i was just rubbing her back with my hand and around her tummy, and i used my pointer and middle fingers to caress her cheek...oh it was heavenly romantic...best thing...i don't know HOW to explain it! i'm just crazy about her, and i know i've used this already...but i can't express this enough, i LOVE this girl, i know i've said this before...but hey everyone makes mistakes...this time, it's...different, i don't know how to explain this, i just feel different with her, better kind of different of course, it's just crazy, i was starting to tear up the night we were laying in my bed at that romantic time...so much emotion for me, i was just so happy, ah, This Splendid Life!
Adam
thankyou for your time!
Adam