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i feel really bad...
i think that sometimes i have these thoughts were i really feel a strong dislike for him.. im like no dood. but like i do really like him but at the same time its kinda scares me cuz hes like i love u i love u like every 4 seconds and i dont think i like that. but i do at the same time its like.. i dunno my heart isnt all there.. and i feel like im not there with my whole self and i dont want to basically live my life as a lie.. this may be a faze but i dunno i think that i need to jsut be alone forever in fear of hurting myself or others... i really like him but i dunno if its enough.
i think that sometimes i have these thoughts were i really feel a strong dislike for him.. im like no dood. but like i do really like him but at the same time its kinda scares me cuz hes like i love u i love u like every 4 seconds and i dont think i like that. but i do at the same time its like.. i dunno my heart isnt all there.. and i feel like im not there with my whole self and i dont want to basically live my life as a lie.. this may be a faze but i dunno i think that i need to jsut be alone forever in fear of hurting myself or others... i really like him but i dunno if its enough.