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Sep 24, 2005 16:45

20 more days... that's it! Why does it seems so far away? Why does Halloween, Matthew's B-day, Thanksgiving and even Christmas seem closer than my delivery date????

I love water. I love ice. I love the sound of the box fan while I'm falling asleep on the sofa I've fallen in love with b/c my bed is NOT comfortable when I'm this big.

I hate being bored. I hate waiting to have these babies. I hate how every hour seems to creep by with nothing to offer.

I love Carlos Mencia. I love HGTV, TLC and Discovery. I love my DVR...what little I know about it.

I hate having no friends close by. I hate that I can barely move these days. I hate that my sister just keeps getting better looking.. and I'm getting worse.

I went to the Mall yesturday- silly me. I parked in the maternity parking at Sears.. starting my shopping there and ended up at JCPenny's for their HUGE sale. JCP is at the other side of our tiny mall. Well, I couldn't make it back to my car. My body gave out. I could not carry my weight any longer. Aunt Glenna came and rescued me.. I felt like a beached whale- I had to be hauled back to my car. At least I can still find humor in it. You guys should see me. I'm huge.. and you'll never understand how big I actually am unless you see me.

I have stretch marks on my tummy.. for the time being I'm okay with that. I think it's going to get worse. I'll have to get over it. I have to come to the realization that becoming a mama means loosing my non-mama body.. I have to learn to love the new me.

I miss you guys- alot. I wish gas prices would go down, and we all had money so we could see eachother more often. I don't think once a year is enough.
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