Jan 26, 2009 17:10
And that lesson is not to get on LJ - well, the internet, period - when I'm in my state of unprovoked agitation. But I needed to today as I'm in need of some assistance (as stated in my friends-locked post below, so don't worry about it if you don't see said post). There's just too much to get frustrated over - big stuff, mostly little stuff - because when I'm in my frustrated mood, nothing is safe. It especially doesn't help when I run into those things that goes against personal beliefs and preferences (which, yeah, Internet. Hello! Gonna happen whether I like it or not. But, dang it, people can be so... rude and pushy and insulting about things. There are some issues in this world I will never, ever change my mind about. I know where I stand and why I stand there. And insults only do to make me want to insult back, an impulse which I refuse to act on). Most days, such things slide off me like water off a ducks back. Today, it slides off me like water off a cat dunked in a bathtub
I really, really need to learn. But, will admit, that I am weak *hangs head in shame.* Hopefully my mood won't be so tetchy by tonight. Sometimes it last for days, sometimes just a few hours. We'll see which, today.
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