Aug 28, 2005 19:34
i had so much fun last night. rusty came and picked me up and we went to jesse's house. had a few jager bombs and played halo on 2 tv's. then we went over to Thomas's house for a party. i chugged some jager when i got there cuz i wanted to see what it tastes like with no red bull. wasn't too bad, but it definately got me drunk. everybody there was kewl. i was happy cuz there wasn't a bunch of people like normal parties. i don't like parties like that. i got to hang out with screamer, thomas, jesse, rusty and a few other people there that i KINDA knew but not really. i took atleast 10 shots of vodka when i was sitting at the table after i was starting to sobre up. i dont remember much after that, but i know we were having fun. :) i think i am just gunna say fuck the girlfriend thing and just start hanging out with my friends. if i try to get a girlfriend, i may end up hurting them all and that wont be very nice. i already hurt someone today because i just dont want a girlfriend. i feel really bad about it cuz she is an awesome person, but i just can't have one right now.