I Blame the Weather
So everything is not so very good right now. Not just for me I don't think, but for most of the girls here. I heard a rumor that sophomore year sucks because things get difficult and stressful and you have to start preparing for real life. Well whoever said that was a very wise asshole. It really sucks because last year we just used to bust around at 2am and be stupid and crazy and always smiley. Now not so much. Don't get me wrong, we go out and have a good time, but it's usually not as good because we know we have not fun stuff to be doing soon and we think about that. And we are a lot more segregated this year because someone always has to study or work or go to a meeting so we can't all just hang out and enjoy things very often. I mean, seriously, the last time Megan and I had a good bonding day was probably last year, and Lo and I haven't been ridiculus since we went out at the beginning of the semester, and I don't see little Megan ever, it's crazy. I feel like we all just need to relax and enjoy things, but that really isn't an option with all the work that has to be done. Who knows, maybe it's just me. I've been really stressed about school and my future and money, and I kinda feel left out of things, but I'm not too sure how to make that better. I've been trying to make time and be friendly, but I still have papers to write, projects to do, and work to attend, not to mention squeezing in time to talk to the boyfriend...usually about twice a week if I'm lucky, and I don't know why it feels like I have to put up such an effort anyway. I'd call an emergency girls night this weekend, but I work sooooo much it's not even funny. On the bright side, it's almost the end of the semester and maybe I just need some sun and a lighter second semester schedule to fix things. Alright, back to work and paper writing.