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Its amazing how much some people change once they enter the army, hell any militar branch for that matter, and for that right there I hate the services yet ironically enough I will be bound to them soon enough, with nothing that can get me out except for time.
Well its sunday morning in the good old parents house. It finally cooled down from yesterday so now I am just lying in my bed with the windows opened. The breeze is blowing the stained glass windows around and every time they slam I keep jumping, I forget that the slighest breeze will send them flying around like crazy.
Its offical me and justin are nothing anymore. Not even friends. He cut all ties off under the assumption that i cheated on him and let me tell you something that is a bunch of bull. He says that one of his good friends saw me holding hands with another man. And the funniest part about it is the location and date that this such "EVENT" took place I was a good 7 1/2 hours away. Out of town, but according to justin that was all a giant lie too, which I have to say the military sucks. Before he went in he would have never pulled this crap and would have atleast listened to me and believed me when i said i was out of town. But now the military is making him question every little aspect of his life even the things that he knows to be true. But anyways I have a ticket to california in december that I still might use. Now granted I Need to find a hotel room now and other things to do but does anybody know of anything really fun to do around the sacramento area? Or in day trip range?
Today is gonna be the first full day that my entire family is back under the same roof, and probably one the the last times for quiet some time. My sister came home from Maryland while he boyfriend goes off to some excioted vacation with his family. Truthfully they have been together long enough (hell they are almost married) that you would think that she would be invited to but that is sa little to much to ask. Though I have to say she has chaged greatly. Mike who is he SO has a completely different life style than we do here. And unfortunally my sister is adapting to that and kinda forgetting her roots which is really a sad thing when I think about it. Actually me and my mom where talking the other day after my sisters graduation and about what family events and holidays would be like and my mom said that for the most part she thinks that my sister is kinda gonna leave our family and that we wont really hear from her that much. I mean thats the whole reason she moved to MD. Thats where Mike is from. She had gotten her job here in syracuse, which is only like a 45 minute drive away from home and she said that she would only accept it if they moved it to MD. But idk its sad when i think that i am losing my sister and even sadder when i realize that if she doesnt come home for the holidays and i am away than my parents will be home alone for the holidays and that just kind of makes me sad. all well. bottled up emotions cap going on them now.
Well its sunday morning in the good old parents house. It finally cooled down from yesterday so now I am just lying in my bed with the windows opened. The breeze is blowing the stained glass windows around and every time they slam I keep jumping, I forget that the slighest breeze will send them flying around like crazy.
Its offical me and justin are nothing anymore. Not even friends. He cut all ties off under the assumption that i cheated on him and let me tell you something that is a bunch of bull. He says that one of his good friends saw me holding hands with another man. And the funniest part about it is the location and date that this such "EVENT" took place I was a good 7 1/2 hours away. Out of town, but according to justin that was all a giant lie too, which I have to say the military sucks. Before he went in he would have never pulled this crap and would have atleast listened to me and believed me when i said i was out of town. But now the military is making him question every little aspect of his life even the things that he knows to be true. But anyways I have a ticket to california in december that I still might use. Now granted I Need to find a hotel room now and other things to do but does anybody know of anything really fun to do around the sacramento area? Or in day trip range?
Today is gonna be the first full day that my entire family is back under the same roof, and probably one the the last times for quiet some time. My sister came home from Maryland while he boyfriend goes off to some excioted vacation with his family. Truthfully they have been together long enough (hell they are almost married) that you would think that she would be invited to but that is sa little to much to ask. Though I have to say she has chaged greatly. Mike who is he SO has a completely different life style than we do here. And unfortunally my sister is adapting to that and kinda forgetting her roots which is really a sad thing when I think about it. Actually me and my mom where talking the other day after my sisters graduation and about what family events and holidays would be like and my mom said that for the most part she thinks that my sister is kinda gonna leave our family and that we wont really hear from her that much. I mean thats the whole reason she moved to MD. Thats where Mike is from. She had gotten her job here in syracuse, which is only like a 45 minute drive away from home and she said that she would only accept it if they moved it to MD. But idk its sad when i think that i am losing my sister and even sadder when i realize that if she doesnt come home for the holidays and i am away than my parents will be home alone for the holidays and that just kind of makes me sad. all well. bottled up emotions cap going on them now.